Sunday, June 1, 2008
Does wishes ever come true?
Was happiness suppose to be pursued or left to pursue? Was it ever mine to take? Was happiness ever mine at all? Everyday I sit down to wonder, how long will take to find my happiness. If I've found my happiness, will it ever stay mine? Sure I've got nearly everything I wanted...emphasize on the nearly. But still some things are not mine to take or even dream off. Am I really going again the rules by dreaming? of you? I never wanted to know every intimate detail, down to the bottom of the truth. It hurts, so deeply. I will stop now. Stop chasing that impossible dream of mine. That ignorant unstoppable haunting.... I want you ever so badly, unfortunately I know you well enough to know that you will never be mine.