Saturday, July 31, 2010

because only I would truly care


Guesss what ! I got really bored.

And I just realized that I could copyright my pictures. HAHA


I’m vain. So sue me. (:

Am currently waiting for shereen to pick me up so I could lead her to Taylor’s lakeside campus. Yes, she’s transferring there. WOOHOO

Friday, July 30, 2010

I hate you I hate you I hate you.

You bitch !

You cowardly, egotistical, overly vain, loud mouth, backstabbing, selfish, wannabe bitch ! You are what every hateful word describe. You are so low to the bottom that you would step over yourself to pick your face up. You think you know the world but you don’t. You think you are so smart but you are not. You think you are in control but you are not. You think you are pretty but you are not. You think you are kind, gentle, outspoken, brave, strong, and confident. BUT you are not. YOU ARE NOTHING.

So shut the fuck up and keep your words to yourself. You’re a liar and pretender. You’re an ass who actually cares for no one but yourself. You are low and deceitful, and you are not what you think.

Shut your mouth when no one asks you to talk. fucking assistant secretary. Shut your mouth when you are the one doing last minute work. Or sometimes, nothing at all. Shut your piehole when you are not  the one in charge. Shut your bitchy mouth when you are the one skipping class every other day or coming late. Shut up shut up shut up.

You are no better than the rest of us.

In fact, we’re way better than you.  We’re not the one who stayed back one year later. We’re not older than you. And we strive hard for what we want to achieve. You would only bask in other people’s glory, and turn the spotlight to you.

Fuck you.

So why don’t you sit down and shut the fuck up like the rest of us.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Its like you’re out to get me or something. Is it because you’re pms-ing or what, I don’t know. You keep saying I’ve changed when I did not change at all. It’s you. We had all the same fun talks together, and all the fun gossips. But now whenever I bring it up, you just push me away and scold me for talking this way. Are you calling me a gossip bitch? Are you saying that I am like those girls who diss out and backstab people behind their backs? How could you judge me of all people. How could you?

Sunday, July 25, 2010



Delicious mushroom mascarpone spaghettini with lemon zest, walnuts and corianderP1010325

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teddy loving people !

Bunch-o-goodies !

all I wanna do is dream

Day out with the peeps at Bangsar.

So overwhelmed by the number of boutiques we almost fainted in excitement. I think that will only mean me.

P1010300Breakfast at Bangsar Village Chatterbox Hong KongP1010299

After a few stops, we finally arrived at the most wonderful place.


their clothes are like heavenP1010301


OMG ! eyebags are evident.




Awesome camwhoring powers !

Part 2 up next. Windows live writer was being a bitch.

Didn’t let me post up all my photos at once.


Friday, July 23, 2010

I took a chance, I took a shot. You might think I’m bulletproof but I’m not


I hate you I hate you I hate you.

because I still can’t fucking get over you. You’re still there, hidden away in some dark parts of my mind. Yes, I don’t cry anymore. And I don’t dream of you anymore. This pain, is buried deep within and I will never let it escape.


loving you ruined me. it destroyed me in so many ways that now I feel like parts of me are still withering away. it killed my soul and made wounds that never seem to heal. how do i move on when i know you always there? how do i even forget you, or even try to forget our past altogether. you were so different from the rest. the only one that i could finally understand me. but i know you just weren’t so different after all.

maybe someday I will just wake up from all of this and realise how naive I was. this would just be another part of my story.

The kiss of the snow, the crescent moon above us


I just want to get lost in a world, so different from what we are living in. To embrace a new culture, a new way of life, and a new kind of magic. Just to be lost, in my dreams, in flying above soft clouds. Hiding away from reality. From the burden and the accusations. From the hurt you never seem to realise where it’s from. Just to be able to run away from everything. To keep running until my legs tire from the exertion of sinew. And finally collapse, in an unknown place. Nowhere to be found.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Oh Alice, have you fall down the rabbit hole again?

testing out my new Windows Beta. No more windows live anymore.

Technology now is simply awesome.   Smile

Anyway, long day at college again. Classes were all theory.

But I really like thinking skills class now. Its going to be a very interesting term.


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

which was a dream, and which, a reality?

Joseph Gordon Levitt :)
I love youuuu !

Long day at college again.
Still getting back in rhythmn though.
Classes are longer and there's more theory now.
I don't really like the accounts teacher though. She scares the sheetz out of me.

Watched INCEPTION after classes today.
Arthur was hot hOT HOT ! :)
Anyway, it was a good show. I highly recommend you to watch.
Seriously !!
Its not like those typical action movies, its full of suspense at every corner.
I was almost jumping on my seat during every blast.

The only thing that spoiled it was the potent, thick and disgusting smell of coagulated sweat.
Thought the smell would eventually go away but it only got stronger.
Micheele and I were choking our way through the whole show.
Indian workers were sitting behind us and we almost puked.
Brought a small bottle of those silkygirl roll on perfume.

The smell was so bad I almost made a dash to the toilet.
Indian workers can go to hell.
Take a bloody bath before you come.
It ain't that hard. pffttt.

Till then, nervous about my room division results.
Everyone seems to be getting alot of 90 plusses.