I hate you I hate you I hate you.
because I still can’t fucking get over you. You’re still there, hidden away in some dark parts of my mind. Yes, I don’t cry anymore. And I don’t dream of you anymore. This pain, is buried deep within and I will never let it escape.
loving you ruined me. it destroyed me in so many ways that now I feel like parts of me are still withering away. it killed my soul and made wounds that never seem to heal. how do i move on when i know you always there? how do i even forget you, or even try to forget our past altogether. you were so different from the rest. the only one that i could finally understand me. but i know you just weren’t so different after all.
maybe someday I will just wake up from all of this and realise how naive I was. this would just be another part of my story.