Friday, July 23, 2010

I took a chance, I took a shot. You might think I’m bulletproof but I’m not

我讨厌你

I hate you I hate you I hate you.

because I still can’t fucking get over you. You’re still there, hidden away in some dark parts of my mind. Yes, I don’t cry anymore. And I don’t dream of you anymore. This pain, is buried deep within and I will never let it escape.

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loving you ruined me. it destroyed me in so many ways that now I feel like parts of me are still withering away. it killed my soul and made wounds that never seem to heal. how do i move on when i know you always there? how do i even forget you, or even try to forget our past altogether. you were so different from the rest. the only one that i could finally understand me. but i know you just weren’t so different after all.

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maybe someday I will just wake up from all of this and realise how naive I was. this would just be another part of my story.

4 comments:

Ewelina said...

i really like wat u wrote here, and the picures too. Im sorry i know this is completely random and i found ur blog totally by accident, and you dont know me. But it hit a cord with me. I have a blog too, just a place for me to write down my thoughts, things that i dont want other people to know about, things that i cant tell other people... anyway, no one knows about it, but from the few things i read on ur blog it seems that u might want to read mine...
http://scaredtoforget.tumblr.com/

Estelle Cora Danette said...
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Estelle Cora Danette said...

hey there, i think you write beautiful things too :)

Anil said...

very touching and true words.. i like it ....... one day my love will defintly miss me ... i love her a lot .