care package

Daddy went out and got me two different trench coats for Birmingham. 

Knowing that I was leaving in a few months time, I told him I wanted to get trench coats cause now it's on sale. 

Fell in love with the MNG one the moment I saw it. 

Persuaded dad to buy it cause it was on SALE !

Today he came back with a uniqlo bag with another trench coat from uniqlo !

I think I died of happiness. 

So french oral exam was okay. Hope that I managed to scrape through.
Finals in a week and I'm hooked onto Gossip Girl.
THIS - IS - BAD !

I feel like a wreck lately. I can't think straight and I can't sleep properly.
I can't even do anything. GAH !
Whats going on with me !

Major finals

 Two different looks derived from my current fav blouse.

Workin both looks with different monogram colours.

Anyway, what has everyone been up to lately.

I am days away from my important finals and days away from graduating. 

Have been relentlessly procrastinating in every way possible.

Which is bad.

Can't wait to be graduating soon, and finally moving on to a new life somewhere else.

Am suddenly filled with a sense of longing, but I know what I want.

And I know what I have to do.

I'm afraid of the future, and I try not to think about it.

But I know I can't escape it.

Studying is what distracts me now.

It takes away the pain of thinking about the future.

I'm trying to busy myself, so I don't have to remember the short time that I have.

The short two weeks of whats left.

I want to finally say good bye to all those heartaches.

And finally move on to something better. 

Music Man 2

Some fan shots I got off the net.
Didn't manage to take pictures, was too engrossed in listening to his singing.
All and all, it was a good concert !

I'm torned

sometimes I feel like my heart is broken.
but knowing it's my own secret to keep, makes it even harder to try to cope.
to try and hide this secret inside me. 

Hand made with love

So I spent my entire weekend sleeping and shopping around.
Bought more materials for card making.
Lecturer actually requested for FOUR more cards and I couldn't wait to get started on it.
Ran out of materials and left for one utama to get some stuff.

Final verdict after an entire day's of work.

Absolute pride and joy. So what do you think?

inner value

I was complaining so much about being unlucky or maybe lucky (in other people's opinion) when picking pendants during chinese new year. I realised my design wasn't as fancy as others, or even eye-catching or special. It was just plain and boring despite the fact that it has the most number of diamonds and most expensive. (not being vain) But slowly I realised, maybe I chose that for a reason. Maybe it became mine for a reason. Mine wasn't special, or has intricate little details on it. It's just a pair of hearts. With one coated with diamonds. 


I realised that maybe, this reflects alot about me. It shows me about an inner value. About how things don't show without needing to because they are genuine. 

Maybe I should stop complaining so much and just open my eyes. 
Just a random thought I want to share.   :)