Friday, January 30, 2009

Perhaps it was just another kind of change

Hello People!
Gwen just came back yesterday from Penang.
And even managed to go to Yinky's house for some gambling. =)
Went to Shogun for dinner with cousins on Monday.
Their food is not bad, but I really love their tempura and sushi.
After Shogun, I'd probably never want to stuff another sushi down my throat anymore.

Left for Penang early in the morning on Tuesday.
Mum was driving the car.
And guess what I saw on my way there.
Mum was about to turn into the lane where it leads to the Penang bridge when a car suddenly cut across us and flew down the cliff.
Well, its a small cliff.
It was so scary. The car flew down and everyone stopped to see of anyone was hurt.
The driver who was a young malay lady grabbed her daughter and jumped out the car.
The daughter was so scared that she cried and couldn't stand on her feet.
Mum wanted to help but everyone started crowding the place as the guard called for help, so we just moved on.
It was damn scary.
If she would have drove a little faster then her car would hit us.
So anyway, nothing much later on.
Gambled at night with relatives and had good laughs.
Lost RM10..
Anyone willing to belanja me?
Lydz and her parents took me to a market nearby Batu Ferringhi.
The whole place was really awesome.
A lot of exotic stuff were sold there. Too bad I didn't have the time to really look around.
Some kind of white eel we saw.
Owh there was a mini lion dance performance by two kids.
Damn cute.
It wasn't formal or anything.
I guess they did it for laughs. But they were really good.

Me and Lydz
Audees Restaurant is not bad. They serve good food.
I really like the soft atmosphere inside.
Awesome interior design and background music.
Dad is in love with this place.
Good food and good music should come together.
One of my favourite food in Penang.
Pasembur ( rojak )

Pretty pretty Brettany

Yvonne and I played a little fireworks outside the house.

Today, tuitions resume as normal.
Its a new year already.
Have got to get working.
Party this Sunday. YAY!


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Delicious holiday

Hello peeps, Gwen is currently in penang enjoying swenson earthquake ice-cream which tastes absolutely heavenly. Be jealous! Will be back to update blog soon. Happy chinese new year!

Monday, January 26, 2009

Cause if you jump I will jump too

Where are your guts to fly?
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive

'Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through

You mean more to me than you think.

Gwen is finally leaving foe Penang tomorrow. Hahaa
Rejoice in this festive season. Yes I'm rejoicing!!!
Anyway, I've spent 5 days watching e zhuo ju 2 wen.
Gwen is officially addicted to the series.
What next???

Happy Chinese New Year yo, Gwen is super uber happy this season.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

When the snow falls and kisses my face

Is the road still long and far..
Rising beyond the horizon until the end could not be seen anymore?
Does it still hurt this much,
To be away for too long?
Does it still scars the heart,
When life just turns around?

Because we love, doesn't mean that we will be able to own.
Because we love, and that is why we try to let go.
Because I loved, my life has seen a new meaning.

And so even though its hard to let go,
somehow the end will always be a surprise
to me.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I'm not a princess, this isn't a fairytale

This is just a dream that I still hope I live in
I'm not the one who you sweep off her feet
And lead her up the stairwell
This ain't hollywood
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your white horse
To come around

Still trying to catch up with homework and studying.
Who said form five life was awesome
Maybe the part where you get to boss the new kids around...
But either than that, the days that comes closer are seriously killing me already.

Tomorrow is yellow house first sports practice.
Go Yellow!!!
Good luck to those badminton players that went for competition.
And good luck to those merentas desa runners tomorrow.
Hahaa.. especially Wen Han whose lucky "bajangles" (which actually means lots of bangle thingi) got rampas.
We both agree that the pengawas are mean right??
Haih.. I'd wish I get back my necklace soon enough.

Dad bought a portable DVD player. He is a-w-e-s-o-m-e!!!
Ohhh and thanks to Shu Yee who brought the DVD for me despite the circumstances.
You people rock!!

I can watch "kiss again"

Toodles to you people..

Sunday, January 18, 2009

I can't sleep till you're next to me

I can't believe that I am currently stressing over malay aural test.

My favourite season is upon its arrival!! yay.
Theres not much different this year except that theres more homework to do. They're like standing outside the class room waiting, staring at you in the eye until you finish them.
Haih, so much for a more pleasant year.
We're definately going crazy, four years in this school, who wouldn't?
Since we're so shameless now. =) Cheers!

Gwen still insists on joining pom-pom, SPM or not.
She misses her cheer days eventhough there weren't much.
But she wouldnt let go of what she loves to do most.
A cheerleader at heart, forever.

Am I still THAT unwilling to let go?
To let go of those moments.
To just leave the old and let in the new.
Maybe I will just understand one day, how all this works.
Whether they were worth those wasted moments .
Wasted moments of silent whispers and quiet stares.

Eyeleshes are horrible and funny.. hahaa
I nearly died laughing at how "fluttery" they were.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Just wake up

Gwen is back after her super stressing two weeks of school.

Homeworks are a disaster, aural tests are going to be a disaster.. and lets see....
SPM will be a .......... maybe its still too early to mention that.
I've attended ed board meeting for the first time yesterday.. and lets say it didnt turn out well.
I thought we were going to be interviewed with questions regarding the school magazine but guess not. Please let me have this job!!! Arghh.

Thats all for now. I can't wait to go to college, but of couse dread it at the same time. hahaa.
Toodles folks

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

School week #1

People, its the first week of school and we are being engulfed by homework already!!!
Save me?
Yes its SPM year. Be afraid, be very afraid.
I can't deny that I'm afraid I mean, its like what all the teachers have been saying the whole week. "SPM is the turning point of our lives"
Yea, that pretty much sums up on how important SPM is.

Sitting back at the same place, with the same person.

Well, Derrick has became the super mulkti-tasker. He's monitor, assistant monitor, secretary, bendahari, ketua keceriaan dan kebersihan......

Shouldn't we all be like him?? :)

Anyway, got to get going with homework...
See ya.

These old thoughts sealed beneath
To you these words I bequeth
The silence long gone taking nothing
And only these whispers softly pleasing

What is there still left to say
When words run dry and decay
These hours long past with silent vows
Puzzled with thoughts of answers how

How could it all still be the same
With possesions time has claim
How could it all still come true
When these wasted dreams weren't new

Saturday, January 3, 2009

A little different somewhere

Sorry people, especially Khei Qi and Wen Qi.
Thank you for telling everyone bout the change in time and day.
Thank you thank you.
And thanks Wen Qi for the grocery shopping.
You seriously have brilliant ideas on gifts. But don't tell anyone kayy. It will spoil the surprise.

Hello world.....
Bubbas and peeps,
School is officially reopening on the 5th of January which is exactly one day away.
No more fun, no more fooling around, no more screaming life is good (not that anyone has done that)..
I'll just hope that this year will be a better year.
Don't come down so hard on me.

A time that has come again, a change, a difference, a whole new beginning.
A different dream, a different goal, a different pain, a different future.
I thank those whom has changed me so much, and had taught me to live as I ought to from the very beginning.
Live and learn.
Learn from the past mistakes and those good things that have occurred frequently.
Be thankful and rejoice in this youth that has been bestowed upon us.
For there will be a time when life stops giving things and starts taking them away.
There has been so much that I've seen, pain, joy, friendships that were torned and repaired again.
The drifters will come back again, reunited by what has brought them together before.
New friends, new hopes, new love.
And all of them a different kind from before, along with them they bring another world that we have started to enter as we walk upon the world.

i have learned so much.
about the pain that i've never felt before.
those lost hopes and unforgiving times.
about those wee hours that i've spent mulling over my thoughts.
about the memories that made me shed tears.
but i have gone through so much, and without these memories, i wouldn't have hold on for so long.
i learned to be grateful for the times that i've spent with you.
and eventhough you've gone not knowing how much your absence leaves me in pain, i could still hold on, finding a new kind of strength that i have never felt before.
all and all, you have shown me a world that i did not have the courage to enter before. though i might have this anger that had left me so unclear, and unsure about everything.
my impetous self had taken its punishment.
but i've learned, and now, i will know how to live better. thank you.

a new change,
a new resolution,
a new dream,
a new hope,
a new friend,
a new love,
a new difference,
a new experience,
a new pain,
a new memory,
a new future,
a new beginning.

Love withers with predictability; its very essence is surprise and amazement.
To make love a prisoner of the mundane is to take its passion and lose it forever.