Saturday, February 27, 2010

You're changing a new heart, I still know who you are

Absolutely sore from rock-climbing.
Had a bit of argument with the staff at camp 5.
I should think everyone who works at camp 5 hates my president. Hahaa
Can't wait to get upgraded. :)

Having blisters on my fingers.
and the skin is peeling !!

See you guys soon !

Econs exam coming up on Wednesday. :(

Friday, February 26, 2010

I don't love you anymore

Crazy day at college.
chinese new year celebration on thursday.
Had the flyfm crew to come over to college for a lion dance performance.

Okayy then.
Will just let you guys browse through the pictures

Some guy in a traditional suit. Hahaa

Lion dance performance done by Ben, Fabes and nadia

Professional lion dance

Drum rolls were practically next to us.
Had our ears drumming long after the dance.

Tall tall Sze

Jasmine :)

Patricia !!

Jasmin and Wei Yan

My hanging red packet

Zi Hsuen

And KarMunn

Will be off to rock climbing tomorrow. :)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Your love, a complete mystery to me

I never laughed so much all the time.
My stomach muscles are killing me. Hahaa.
Awesome day with Sze and Meng Pei.
Laughed alot, and I meant ALOT.

Was Miss Sharina's birthday today.
The boys went to buy a tiramisu cake for teacher.
It turned out that they had more heart than the girls.

Maths period went by really quick cuz we got to celebrate teacher's birthday.

Han Guk Club was truly interesting today. ;)
Koreans are adorable.

Meng Pei's bobbing head

Happy Birthday Miss Sharina :)
she pretty, no?

Monday, February 22, 2010

The sun has set, and the night reigns over

Saturday night was yet again another awesome get together. :)
I laughed non stop and had a really great time.

Played a trick on classmate again today. We're mean bullies ! :) hahaa.
Took his laptop and hid it. He almost went home without it.

Am not being able to sleep properly these few days.
Nights are becoming extremely hot and uncomfortable for me.
I end up going to college half awake, and taking long naps in the afternoon.
But the afternoon naps felt like waking dreams and when I finally wake up, I feel more tired than ever.

There are so many things bothering me and I just can't rest my mind. And every time I close my eyes and think of the things I want to change, I wake up with a rock on my chest, knowing that I will never be like that. I hate myself. And I hate the way I look. I hate the way the pictures come out to be and I hate what I see in the mirror. I want to change everything so badly. I want to close my eyes and open them again, to see a smaller person looking back at me. I hate how the world has become so hard on me and how unfair life is. I hate the way I think of myself, and how lowly I thought of myself. I hate how my confidence drains away, and I hate staring at the monster who looks just like me in the bathroom.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Its like forgetting the words to your favourite song

the wind softly blows, into fields of barley
between stalks it flows, singing songs so dreamy
but hear hear the rhythm dance, like dandelions afloat
they swirl in a trance, above each music note
come trot along the symphony, the dancers will plead
with green faces of glee, and whispers they heed

in darkness, in night, the light foresee
behind the door unhides a black key
within the given untold prophecy
this world will tumble and fall in debris

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Have you ever throw a fistful of glitter in the air

Part 2 of overrrated photos.
Guess what Taylor's College took from the zoo this morning??

I swear David's gonna kill me if he sees this. :)

cute as hell !

Smoking Nissan car.
People were running all over the highway.
It was going to blow...
We thought it was some sort of haze. :)

KFC two days in a row. *smiles*
Located just across my hotel.
Can't help staring at it every morning.

Don't ask.
We got bored.
Cousin and sister and I went to guardian to buy
they are the awesomest thing ever.

At New World Park next to hotel.

cousin and aunt

Brettany !!
she could not it still
her brother was even worst. Haha