I don't think that I can hold it any longer. Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone. I keep bringing up those thoughts that I want to bury forever. Those unforgettable moments. They loom above me as if figuring out a way to hurt me. I still can't believe this is happening to me. And I can't get over it. It hurts me too deeply. Eventhough I try to note over there is still a place for you here.