Everything is being shoved away into a drawer, for now.
I don't know how my mum is feeling or my dad.
But I could still see the sadness that reflects in their eyes.
Though I know they try to pretend its okay for me, but the rock above my chest still weighs.
So, I thank them a thousand times for not making it hard for me.
Still, the pain seeps through sometimes, and the tears won't make it better.
But I will get through this.
One way or another.
And then there's that issue about him, which I will get over too.