Had we finally parted in ways we never would have thought?
Had we all finally moved on from then?
Had you all planned to go on without me from day one?
If so, who were you before?

Had you all not realise the absence hurts?
Had you all not realise I was there looking all the time?
Had you all not realise I was still here longing for our old gossips and hearty talks?
Why is it so painful then?

Was I still there after all?
Or you have finally found ways to push aside the ignorance.
Was I suppose to do something,
or rather just sit there and wait.
But you will never come.
Am I on my own again?

Audrey and Yvonne