are you too, alone in the world out there?

Major service at college tomorrow.

College restaurants are having a buffet service for some very important people.

Wasn't selected for serving the vvips, bummer.

I really do know how to doubt myself, but at least I now where I stand.

It's either I'm just filled with that kind of jealousy for her, or I am another one of those selfish people. I want to be good, in fact, I want to be so much better.

But she has proven herself a good competition.

For the second time in my life, I am provoked and I hate the way I look all over again.

I know she has good bones, and she was active in alot of things.

And I just can't help envying her. :(

Makes me depressed all over again. sighs.

but whatever.

I'm making this work.

Was surprised because Mr.Patrick put me in charge of the rest. Or leftover

s as he calls us. :)

I won't ever ever doubt myself anymore. I know I can do this.

So yes, am accompanying some people to KL to collect their phone tomorrow morning.

Then come back to college for briefing and mise-en-place.

Saw KY, and Ashley and Julian today.

I just realized how much we have changed. And I miss seeing them.

I can't believe one year is ending.

Before you know it, all of us are working.

I'll stop being all soppy now.

Till then.

cause this was all made for you. :)