I have finally decided to stop. To stop scrutinizing every thing that I do. To stop evaluating myself each time I failed to help someone. To stop blaming myself when things go wrong. And to stop trying to save the world. Because I know I can’t.
It could be so hard sometimes, to watch the destruction of a bond you thought that was strong. To just stand there and gawp at the crumbling of the structure we’ve built together after so long.
I thought I could try my best to salvage everything. I thought I could save the remnants left from the destruction, and then piece together everything again.not sure with whats going on. but I hope things will turn out right.