You found me

Can you still believe it???
When people ask you how old are you now..
We'll probably go "ermm.. I think we're stuck between 16 and 17??"
Yes, we're all officially seventeen next year.
Big number ain't it?
We're seniors and this will be our last year in high school.
So much for the neverending drama. :)
Lalalaa.* randomly sings* "I am sixteen going on seventeen, baby I'm not naive......"


Went to Genting yesterday. I'm sure all of you out there have been there right?
Well then save me the long explanation of how my heart nearly got killed.
Will post up pictures soon!!



To Khei Qi and Wenqi and Hsu Wern and the much awaited TzeWei.
Lets have a belated christmas party on saturday.
All we have to do is ask everyone to bring food. And I meant EVERYBODY
I will organize the activities for the night. :)
Text me yo!!!
Ohh.. everyone got to bring a present.

Its that time again!!

Ho ho ho. :) Merry Christmas people.
Sorry for the lack of updates yo.
Computer router went down.
Because.... of some technical reasons perhaps.

Anyways, school is reopening in less than two weeks. Yes, actually I'm looking forward to school after this long holiday. People can be so unsatisfied.
Updates from the past few days:
20th December
-Christmas party at my AhYee's house

21th December
-Christmas dinner at an iranian family's house

Game time =]

then the punishment is taken away by someone else

Us sinners.

Mini Shakira :)

Me and the ah mo lang. :)

Family- the happy people

ever lucky Gwen's christmas present from her sister. :)

Seems vaguely familiar??

Narcissists-for-the-day Gwen bids all you people out there:
MERRY CHRISTMAS

Wake up and open your eyes

Tong Yuen =)

Had you still not understand?
Do you even see what lay beneath you at all?
Or had you decided to turn to someone else.
I thought you have realized.
I thought you have opened your eyes to see.
I'm angry because all throughout this time, I'm being left alone.
I'm angry with myself, to allow my pride stand infront of me.
I wanted you to tell me whats wrong.
To tell me what we have been doing these past few years.
We've known each other for so long, and this is the only ting you have discovered so far?
Where were you then all these years?
Closing your ears, but staring at me intently to pretend to listen?
Its bad enough that I have shut myself up, so I wouldn't hurt anyone.
Including myself.
Because we were friends, good friends.
I thought you were always there, and I would be there for you too.
But you have found someone else.
And you left me here.
How long do you want me to wait for you??
huh???
Wake up and think. Just think.
Before I let go of everything.

Tagged =]

Tagged by Wenqi

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation. Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday:
Sweet Seventeen!!! not like theres anything sweet bout it

2. A place you’d like to travel to:
Beautiful Rome
3. Your favourite place:
My bedroom?? Though pictures of my bedroom does NOT exists on the net..
unless... Someones spying on me. Highly unlikely
My dream room.... someday..

4. Your favourite food:
Baskin Robbins can never go wrong, despite the occasion.
And its in my favourite flavour too!!! Peppermint rocks my world


5. Your favourite pet:
My dog?? hahaa.
Jerry Berry Werry

6. Your favourite colour :

Turquoise. =]
but purple will do too....
and light blue...
and white.. and black...
and so on.......

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:
Turquoise halter top.
Its a dream... just a dream..
8. Your all-time favourite song :
Can't find a perfect picture for the song. But this will do.
My current fav song.
Dibius cinta - Melly Goeslow dan Yusry

I know its in malay but who gives a damn if the song is this nice.But I think I still like Say goodnight by the click five. =]

9.Your favourite TV show:
this show canNOT go wrong.


10. First name of your significant other/crush:
Jeremy Sumpter..
Droolssss.....

12. Your screen name/nickname:
Gwen.
And nothing more.
Tag 5 people :

1)fill in the blanks
2)fill in the blanks
3)fill in the blanks
4)fill in the blanks
5)fill in the blanks

unlalafied

Currently not in the mood to do anything somehow.

Updates so far today:
- am bored bored bored!!!
- just finish studying one chapter of form five sejarah
- I cannot believe I just studied sejarah
- going to cousin's christmas party later
- am currently crapping now cause the day is so boring and theres nothing else to do
- somebody save me!

Now its a whole different story isn't it?
A entirely different matter unable to salvage.
And its dust wanders among the ashes, not knowing which is which.
Those long yearnings, aching for someone to bring me back into being...
To be whole again..
To be who I once was...
To be able to erase these haunting memories that no longer holds comfort within.
To be able to run away.. to a place where I could start anew..

To be able to relive that sunken memory, to bring it back to life
To turn back time...

Kau membiusku dengan cinta
Cinta yang malu kukatakan
Kau membiusku dengan cinta
Sampai aku tak bisa berkata

Kau membiusku sampai aku jadi sering melamun
Memikirkan kita bisakah bersama

Aku dibius Cinta
Cintamu yang tak ada tandingan
Namun mungkin tak bisa
Entah ku tak tahu

Kita yang malu hati untuk mengakui saling cinta
Usaha sekeras hati bersama selamanya
Aku dibius cinta

Kau membiusku dengan cinta
Cinta yang malu kukatakan
Kau membiusku dengan cinta
Sampai aku tak bisa berkata

Kau membiusku sampai aku jadi sering melamun
Memikirkan kita bisakah bersama

Aku dibius Cinta
Cintamu yang tak ada tandingan
Namun mungkin tak bisa
Entah ku tak tahu

Kita yang malu hati untuk mengakui saling cinta
Usaha sekeras hati bersama selamanya

Kita yang malu hati untuk mengakui saling cinta
Usaha sekeras hati bersama selamanya

Aku dibius cinta
Aku dibius cinta
Aku dibus cinta

With you, desire becomes irrelevent

hello people!!
much awaited gwen is back from penang.
not like theres much to wait about. =]

Okayy.
Penang was a little boring and when we arrived into my grand mother's house, the plastic carpets were missing. AHHHH. not good. not good at all.
Was not use to walking on the cement floor with those eroded holes on it.
Ended up wearing my cousin's big chicken slippers. hahaa??

My cousin Ying ying and husband.

My cousin and wife Sharon

Anyway, I was suppose to meet up with Khei Qi and Wenqi they all, but last minute, my plans changed. Didn't have enough time to go Queensbay cause my niece and nephew were coming.
So me and Sharon Jiejie(my cousin's wife) ran into Queensbay mall, get stuff from the shop she works in (The natural source), run in aldo, and ran into Mango and out.

Had a nice dinner at some fancy hotel. Wasn't really feeling well so I didn't eat much.
Brettany as always, was being a handful.

Owhh.. yeap. I cut my hand whilst watching some scary murder, kidney ripping movie. =]

Monday, went to the market in the morning. The market was located by the sides of a main road. It was scary dodging all the cars.
Later we stopped by Gurney plaza in the afternoon. Looked around for stuff..yada yada.
then we had KFC for dinner. Never go out without a jacket when you are wearing sleeveless. Those air-cons in the shopping mall can really numb you. I was practically freezing my butt off.
Not that it really fell off or something like that.
Was a little bored when mum was buying clothes. So, what else is there to do when you have a camera phone in hand. =]


Lets see... Tuesday..
My cousin Yingying came to my grandma's house. We went to the beach near Batu Ferringhi.
Couldn't go swimming cause Brettany was there. Afraid that she might get a heat stroke. Sat by the sand dunes and watch the people water ski. I wanna go too!!!
Wednesday, we went to visit my mum's cousins which makes them my second cousin. They all stay in this really remoted area. Its like this really big colony of cousins.
then at night, we went to the night market near where my ah yee stays. Its so much better than the SS2 market I tell ya. hahaaa.

So I'm back here again. Tired from the long bus ride from Penang. Too bad I didnt bump into Hong Ling. Might have shown her penang though. =]


I am in love, IN LOVE I tell you, with this song.
Dibius cinta.
I know its in malay but who cares.
Its an awesome song!!
Owhh and Yinky.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Sorry I couldn't attend your sweet sixteen pool party. =]

The niece and nephew

I was hoping so hard, wishing upon the heavens that I will somehow see you again.
Because with you, my desires become irrelevent.
What I want or don't does not seem to matter anymore.
Only your absence stands alone.

Still drowning

Am still in penang passing the time like nobody's business. Going to come back soon... I hope bus tickets are still available.