do you still feel like you know what you're doing?

Next week is like a whole week of torture for me. 

Mid term assesments for almost all the subjects.

Followed by deadlines for projects. 

I swear my eye bags are back to haunt me.

I NEED CUCUMBER SLICES !

Forum event next Monday with Mid term asessment for malaysian studies. 

I really need a break. GAH !

Then there's food science project due monday. 

Oh man, where has all the time gone to?

Attended group 4's buffet dinner service in like 3 terms. 

Actually had tons of fun. 

Was laughing like we were so drunk.

And we'd barely ate eventhough it was a buffet.

Food was extremely good though.  :)

All and all a great night. 

Westin called.  

Can't wait for the interview.   :)

I didn't know people started pealing their scabs once their bored.

Because I am. 

I am stubbornly peeling that large scab that was healing the wound of my past.

I was always the third party.

Always the one who was not good enough.

Always the one, whose fate was not here yet. 

I am starting to doubt myself.

And I'm starting to doubt if I'd ever heal.