I don't know what or how these days.. it's just soo boring... I don't know what I feel anymore.. whether its true or not. I can't be sure of myself. Losing control over what I once dominated. Things don't stay true anymore do they. They don't show but confuse you over things you have never thought of. I'm lost in my own world. So lost. Will it ever come true to me someday, cuz I just can't wait no longer.
I feel like a fool over something I thought would never ever occur to me.