still at couz's house

Today I'm going back to my home....heard dad's about to leave to the middle east next tues. Its a maybe only..lol

My ahyee and grand mother came with my mum. They arrived yesterday.

My grandma is going to stay at my couz's house for a while.... My ahyee taught me to make the picture above out of sweets.... cool right?? interested in buying??

Got bored so played with couz's rabbit for awhile....cute and adorable...manage to snap some pics.

Furry one of a kind rabbit........ita name is lucky...couldn't take the other one.

kept jumping too fast...

Plaster on nikki ( couz's dog ) damn cute.................;)

Got a lil bored so I camwhored a bit...sorry...XD

more thoughts

Though I speak with the tongues of people and of angels,
but have not love,
I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal.

And though I have the gift of prophecy,
and understand all mysteries and all knowledge,

and though I have faith,
so that I could remove mountains,
but have not love,
I am nothing.

And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor,

and though I give my body to be burned,
but have not love,
it profits me nothing.

Love suffers long and is kind;
love does not envy;
love does not parade itself,
is not puffed up;
does not behave rudely,
does not seek its own,
is not provoked,
thinks no evil;
does not rejoice in iniquity,
but rejoices in the truth;
bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.

Love never fails.

thoughts

LOVE
What is it about. Its hurts like many people have said and those who have felt it before.....
But yet still so many people wants it.
Its not a crush or some sort of that..... Its something real and true.......



"O happy hours when I may once more encircle within these arms the dearest object of my love- when I shall again feel the pressure of that 'aching head' which will delight to recline upon my bosom, when I may again press to my heart which palpitates with the purest affection that loved one who has so long shared its undivided devotion."



"I cannot exist without you. I am forgetful of everything but seeing you again. My life seems to stop there, I see no further. You have absorb'd me. I have a sensation at the present moment as though I were dissolving. I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for religion... I have shudder'd at it... I shudder no more. I could be martyr'd for my religion: Love is my religion. I could die for that. I could die for you. My creed is love, and you are its only tenet. You have ravish'd me away by a power I cannot resist."

Dreams

I just can't wait to grow up ( eventhough I don't want to ) just to do what many people have been doing now.....

Chasing after my dreams.....

My ahyee from Penang has arrive and they are going to stay at my house for a few days.......

I miss her soooo much....Haven't seen her in such a loooong time.. I wish she brought my cousin's daughter......The wonderful BRETTANY!!!!!!

cousin's home

Now only I could use the com while my older brother cousin is away....he is sitting for SPM tomorrow....now studying......

Couldn't go online because cousins came yesterday.... We went out to choose socks for our trip to Harbin, China on the 20th of December....Can't wait... will be spending christmas there.

We went to the curve and it was full of christmas decoration....here are some pics I manage to take..... It was really crowde and really fulllll of people...

In fact it was almost packed.... There were people singing and sound of cameras snapping everywhere....

People..its the new year.....LOL

After we went back home, me and my sis followed our cous back to0 her house to stay for a few nights......had fun staying up late talking and chatting to her lol...

And by the way, she ( cousin ) lurvvvesssssss her comb collection...................
My cousin's dog playing dead at the maid's feet....something you don't see everyday....

My cousin....looking gooddd....

HUGE toblerone chocolate....enjoying while watching tele...

Looking bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.......

Boring

Not going anywhere again today...I am soo friggin bored...
Dad came back around 1 this morning, bought lots of stuff for us....now he is outside working..
sien...

Specs

Don't i look intelligent. Dad bought these from bangkok. Love them. So cute

painting room

Yesterday we had to spend the whole day painting my sister's room...and she had to sleep with me....All night sneezing as loud as she could.....haha
its like an ochestra...lol

Sometimes she may be nice...which is sometimes only when she wants something.....if not she just thinks that she is the friggin boss...haih..wat to do lil sisters...dats wat they do best!! :)

Anyways, painting a room can be sooo much fun....lol

urgh!

Mum painting the room

Peeling things off the wall

shoppinggg

Went shopping with mum and sis at the usual place...1U of course..lol

There is no where else to go....
When we were suppose to be shopping on groceries, my mum spent a LOT of money on shoes and clothes instead...haha

Love the shiny diamonte stiletto heels....by Jane Shilton.... OOHHH LA LA

One U car park actually looks really pretty at night....lol. No joke.... Took pretty pictures

thoughts

I am getting all mixed feelings right now....Its like something where I dont know how to describe it..............OMG Its really disturbing me....What the hell is going on?????

sleeping

Sleeping is my hobby....I practically slept the whole day...I just wasted 4 hours...haha
Nothing special and different happened today......

Celebrity

ROLLO WEEKS

Jeremy Sumpter

Usually I am not really into guys on the red carpet but this is an exception.......Jeremy Sumpter.. He is WAYYYYYY better than Zac Efron... Sorry for those zac fans out there...lol

Well there is not only one...there is also Rollo Weeks......Lurve....

lala

happily being lala together...went 1U wit yinky....(there is no where else to go) again....we practically walked the whole shopping centre till dinner time... got bored and took lala pictures at dreamworld with my phone...lol

The people there were suspecting us.....lol

Before that...we actually went bowling lol

We got a stupid jinxed lane because everytime I bowl it will roll from one end to the other...It was really freaky....

ok I know that I am not great at bowling but IT"S TRUE.... haih....i am jinxed

The LIBRARY

went to library today........nothing interesting..
lol

sue zen my friend

Saw sue zen's blog and actually went to my birth date on her blog......I actually felt sad and glad at the same time......

I was her really good friend and somehow the distance between us got bigger and bigger....

there was drama and tears were shed silently..

I really wish that she will know no matter what happens or even whoever who told her anything about me...I will remain her true friend forever and I will never hurt her in any way...
You are really a good friend to me...

movies!!!!!

Everyday is getting soooo friggin boring...tomorrow going to music lessons at Missy Beh's condo..
Didn't get to go to sunway anymmore..no transport. Mum is still teaching at school. All I can do is stay home and read.

My mum actually didn't sleep through resident evil:apocalypse. Its simply amazing.
She never make it through a movie without sleeping halfway...lol. Now she is watching resident evil:extinction, hope she doesn't sleep through this one.

Read three books from the novel house already....reading too fast got to slow down if not I will run out of stories.

wong yi wen

I am at my cousin's house right now...secretly using her brother's computer..woot woot
So bored and I am running out of things to write. Yinky ask me to go ice-skating but don't think mum would let. Need to go, my youth is just walking away from me like that.......
A girl like me need to party more...hahaha
Just can't wait to get to college....lol
Sunway pyramid wait for me...........ice-skating here I come...

what is their problem

Juz last sunday, my parents went and changed our numbers to postpaid plan...then I had to set up their GPRS and their 3G...
Something was wrong because we could't activate the thing... My mum then called the operator and set the thing up...
But failed. It didn't work again..I even went online to try to do the thing but cannot... My mum ask me to call the operator to dom it again but instead of calling I did it in the other way...

AND the thing is my mum scolded me...FOR WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! She wouldn't even let me explain what happened....She just said that I failed in my studies because I was lazy. What is your problem?????!!!!!!!! I am sooo angry about that. She then started slamming things...URGHHHHH I ammm sooo friggin angry right now.. She shouldn't be soooo angered easily...

she wouldn't even let me EXPLAIN THINGS to her.....sooooo unreasonable!!!!!!!

But i should add too... its sort of also my fault because i didn't do what I was told to do....mum I am sooo sorry for thinking this way...

happinesss

Went out to 1u with ai ni and wenyi today...... watched stardust. The show was awesome and it was full of suspense and a tad bit of humour just the way I liked it.......After the show... we walked around like drunken people...lol. Well we have no choice but to do that because....we have nothing better to do...haha.swt. Anyway, ai ni had to go back at 4.30 because of her funny mom. I am serious..... then we met juat lee and yinky and her guy friend...lol. Wasn't sure of his name though because yinky was like mumbling about something...all I heard was kent...SORRY!!!!
blame yinky though...haha.

Played bowling, and as usual I suck at it...no doubt... Yinky went for her drum lessons half way....Don't know what she did later cause when the bowling game was over, her friend went to buy something and me and wenyi had to go home...juat lee left already... Yinky was probably all alone..

And when I came home... my sister said some really rude things and my mom got angry and started lecturing....(though some people say its nagging)
Now the most frustrating thing is I can't get my phone settings right...urgh!!!!!
What a tiring day for an average teen like me...HAHAHA

God is great

I have a secret really but I don't think anyone would believe me. I couldn't even believe it myself...I am serious..But well I would rather keep it to myself...lol

Yesterday, went 1U with mum and sis to uy cluedo..well not meny people play it but I find it very amusing...haha. I am soooo bored and I am waiting to go somewhere..Went to KDU on monday for some hospitality, tourism and culinary arts thingi....It was quite fun. Still dreading to go to 1U though.

No one has actually visited my blog yet... its boring???
Maybe I sooo agree but what can I say..I am only 15 and I can say I am very sociable person. I can get shy you know...jeez. I can't believe I said that... Thats why I can't party like sue zen or ming yao... No friends to go with or even not invited....haih...I dont even look pretty at all. What can I say, at least I still look like a human...right??

Went out

Sunday night, went to Daniel's church for a concert. I went with Yinky....lol. She made me waited there for nearly one hour.....Did soo quite slot of people that I have seen in school before. I even saw sue zen with ming yao. They probably didn't see me eventhough I walked by them...I am a human you know...not see through. The games and food part was crazy..it was sooo crowded I had no idea what was actually going on...and it was soooo hot in there..haha but no one took off their clothes thats a definate.lol....We entered the auditorium at about 7 or maybe even later......half the night just went on like that. A women ...Juwita Suwito ( I think ) sang and her voice was really awesome ( a-w-e-s-o-m-e awesome awesome totally ) Then this guy told a story about some people...though forgive me because I didn't really hear what he was saying..All I know that it was always about GOD and believing in him and ourselves..lol....Did the most outrageous thing that night, I took off my jacket and wore a singlet the whole night. I know its very normal but not to me, cause I never reveal too much...met juat lee and mel and yong ying and rachel and steph...it was soooooo crowded...lol. me and yinky stood there didn't know what on earth was going on. But the concert was quite a blast. Yinky is like the love crowds kind of person, but not me. I thought that she was going with me but ended up with many more other people. I didn't really know them but yinky does. Felt abit lonely though but besides that, I had fun.... :)

no more titles

Today I am going to the DUMC concert..with yinks...yap yap yap...Two more days till the holidays. Planning to go on the last day only.was too lazy..haha.Can't wait for tonight...finally I can see my friends..haha. Actually one friend only..haha. okay got to stop wth the haha thing. Its getting annoying to me....lol...

OMG

Went to see the skin doctor and found out that I have eczema...OMG can you believe it...that was sooo unexpected. The doctor just looked at my skin and tells me that I have a skin disease, but of course curable within maximum two weeks..haha. Its just a common skin disease, minor one. Thank goodness.... haiyo. Am counting now to two weeks till I can have my perfect skin back.hahaha

weekenders

sexy lips..

Its the weekend again. ya like every other 40 weeks.

Going to see the skin doctor today maybe, so happiiee. I am finally going..haha.You may not understand it but yeah, I really wanted to go see a skin doctor and get back my proper skin.... kim is off at school. As usual I am sooo lazy to go to school .Its sooo pointless going. Nothing to do , just stay home is the best. There was a power failure this morning, and can you believe it, I still can sleep.woah, amazing. Its not that hot just no moving wind. Couldn't really sleep last night..thinking too much. All those things that made me cry, things that made me feel bad, and scary during the night. Have to lay my head to rest. Too much sugar must cut down...haha

1U

Didn't go to school today as usual..haha...lol. I went 1U with Pin Hui and my sister to walk around....Saw Ming Yao and Sue Zen and Leanne.... felt sad. Acknowledged ming yao but sue zen turned away..Why??? I definately knew someone told her something bout me...After I changed class, everyone in that class has like turned their back on me... Why??? I don't know but it's definately the job of some stupid idiot trying to ruin people's life again. Sue Zen talk to me as though I am going to stab her anytime...Sad ain't it. Too bad not many people feel that way. If more people would just try to understand or even go through this scene they should know how it feels like....Anyways, we walk to every gift shop in 1u...fun. bought a cheerleader doll.cute... nothing much to do besides that....just walking around browsing through shops...

scream people

I have nothin to say today.............................................

My ahyee

haha ahyee...this one specially for you...happiiee????

the piccies on your birthday...I even put the picture of your two fabulous birthday cake.........lol

Shah Alam Ahyee

Rachel

Choe Soot Fong

All geared up

Smiling.....piccies of yinks, whit, ash, and me......
having fun, dressing up... :)
Four of us squeezed in a room...weird act but its fun and I am serious. I simply can't wait to go to harbin. I can finally have the chance to play with or even touch snow...haha. Like I said, my holiday this year is going to bo soooo rocking!!!
Well it will be like that until my results comes out. I am a little worried about that now...lol
CHILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sad things that are true