where do I go from here?

I went to see my agent today and I talked more than I should.
I was feeling a little scared when I heard what she explained to me.
Where did all my courage go?
Wasn't I suppose to embrace living alone outside, on my own?

Maybe I am really scared. I'm not sure what I should do, or where I should go.
Do I stay safe? Or do I take the risk and make it for the best?
I'm tired of being alone. This time, I don't want to be alone again.
The agent was really nice and she explained whats best for me will never be near.
I have to be brave enough to venture out.

I have so many things on my mind right now.
And it's time I take the leap, and decide.