Abstaining from surreptitious glances

Am a little late to post this up.
But this was AiNi's birthday card.
It was bigger than your school bagpack.
And I meant the hiking one.

Will take orders for personal handmade cards.
Just joking. :)
But I MAY consider opening a business.

Hari koko today.
Laughed lots, and sang lots too.
But I will not try to describe how my nerves felt today.
I was shivering when I held the mic.
Could only hear myself, so I thought I was singing too loudly.

Apparently Ai Pei had the nerves too. Lol.

This was purely candid, I swear.
But it looks funny.
Wait, I look funny.
But I love the happiness I feel looking at it.
I was happy.

Harry Potter was oo...kayy.
Will suck in all those comments.
Am a great Harry potter fan after all. :)
But the few scenes behind was really funny.
kill him
no
kill him
no
kill him
I'll do it. *mumbles some weird incantation*
noooooooo
the end


how dare you use my amble spells on me
*points wand at harry* *bizzerrrkkk* *sparks fly from wand to harry*
ughhh
I am the half blood prince
*walks away*
the end

Yes. Get my sarcasism.
There was nothing at all in their conversation.
Hahaa.
So much for Harry.
Hermione has really really lousy taste.
Ron for heavens sake. Won Won. That was a good one

Lai Yee and her chicken head. :)
Never let her eat chocadok (mash and fried banana )
She might go really high.

And Ong Jeng Mei
Who is insanely in love with Disney songs.
And her newly handmade mask.
I like the pretty feathers too.


I can't wait till next week.
Although I don't really know what am I so excited about.
Maybe it's just the thought of growing up.
Or the wish I have just been aching to have.
Please please, just bless this one on me.
Just this one.

Till then. tata.

The sun that stood at midnight

I have thought about what she said recently.
But maybe she just doesn't know, how it feels like to fall in love.
And never coming back up.
To fall in love with someone, regardless of the consequences.
And the self-esteem that suddenly becomes at stake.
If she could have whatever she wanted, why couldn't I have mine?

Would you just grant me this tiny tiny wish.
But it seems that the yearning wasn't so hard on me anymore.
I just don't want to know what is going to happen to me, when I couldn't see you anymore.
I want time to just stop here.
To just be able to look from afar.
Its enough.


Rehearsal again today. Was a total mess. Laughed a whole lot.
Practiced alot too.
Tomorrow, gotong-royong. Will then be staying here at home. :)




''That Swan girl took my breath away.
Or would have, I thought wryly, if I were breathing.''

Your existence was still as incomprehensible

I like little peppermint:) Practice was a mess today. Thank heavens Zubaidah wasn't hard on me. Wonder what caused the change.

Edward cullen is still as irresistable as ever.






"then what do you want, Edward?"
The sound of my name on her lips did strange things to my body. If I'd had a heartbeat, it would have quickened.

Everything here is for you from me

I was not oblivion to this ineluctable perdition.




"they were bored with my fixation, it was incomprehensible to them how any human could hold my interest for so long, no matter how delicious she smelled."

How do I keep up to this endeavour?

I think that I'm the first person in malaysia to read midnight sun. The story is as awesome as ever! I love edward:) and his much complicated thoughts.

To hell with the people who think they're the world and still do not realise it.

hello.

went for the usual hiking up mountain thing again yesterday.
still am out of breath.
and my arms still hurt alot.
will not bother to straighten them ever ever again.
(lazy with the caps thing, please bear with me)
went to wong kok yesterday and saw chi chi.
his sister is really cute.



anyway, i'm here now to say something i think that i can't supress it no longer.
i wanna say so many many things, but i'm afraid no one will listen.
because people are so damn caught up with themselves and the people relevant to themselves and their post society events that they forgot who is still standing here.
so caught up with their problems, or petty miseries that they have forgotten about the rest of the world. or maybe just me.
i'm tired and i keep saying it all the time because i am.
but i'm still ranting here because i know nobody listens anyway.
the world moves too quickly and they try to compete the speed that eventually everything passing through them is missed.
i always thought they were there, holding on with me.
sharing what we always have, keeping it alive and real. i thought that i had belong there.
but it seems that i was wrong.
i was always wrong.
no matter what i try to tell myself things are not like that.
it still is.
no matter how much i try to tell myself to just brush off these petty things, i just can't.
i hate you people, and i can't just dismiss you guys because we're friends.
but how much longer can i still keep up with this parody.
this stupid game of hide and seek.
or was it only me who was playing the seeker of whispers behind me.
i had brought you two together and how could you just leave me out?
i'm so sick of seeing things like that. and i'm so angry.
so in this parody, where do i stand? the one holding the camera?
sick sick sick of this world
sick of you stupid people who seemingly stands infront of you, holding you.
when all they really do is whisper behind
maybe its not mine to tell, maybe i am being unreasonable.
but you know what, you too.
we've been friends for the longest time, but sometimes i still think that i don't really know you.
i'll leave you here to go on with your friends.
i don't need you, though you were once my sanctuary, my shoulder to cry on.
not anymore i guess.

i'm still here alone.

and to think that your lives are really that painful.

I'll wait for the moon at its roundest for you to take me away from the window

Its amazing how you can get addicted to one thing.
I do not think sorry sorry is that lala a song anymore.
Unless.... I'm falling to the lala side. NEVER!
Lols.
Meet my new hamster, or so called the survivor.
Its brother and sister got eaten by the dad.
Anyway, meet peppermint. Haha.
It's only as big as my thumb.




Yes, these are evidence of bite marks.
Yes, can you believe it.
Somebody bit me until the bite turned pink then red, then purple!!
Fine fine, I exaggerated. It didn't turn purple. But it did turn red.
And it was red for the whole day.
Airina, when I get back to school, you're gonna get it.

P.S I love you was a really really good movie.