Love me

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Anyone interested in going?
I heard one red paperclip will be performing there. :)

Lets see..
Either than the fact I'm still going to brag about my seemingly long dreary life, I am not going to whine about it today. *gives a smug smile*
I'm still reading twilight for the fifth time.
It seems that I just can't put it down until I memorise every word on every page.
The story is just so beautiful, so surreal, so captivating.
And I love every single part of it.
Too bad life isn't a fairytale or a dream.
And nothing is going to just pop out of a page of a book.
What am I trying to say?
Hmm.... We should pretty much learn the fact that we make the fairytale.
:)

Sometimes, don't we wish everything would just be different for us?
Or maybe that we would get suck into this world of illusions.
And we'd never have to go through all those pain?
Perhaps so...


"besides, friends don't let friends drive drunk"
"drunk?"
"you were obviously intoxicated by my presence"
"i guess i can't deny to that"
or more or less.

Still so irrevocably in love with you. :)

Time was never mine to began with

Sister's random idea.

You don't want to know what this cat was doing.

Hello, it's been a loooooong week. I know. Hahaa
My add maths and malay are screwed. Not to mention moral too.
Screw you, xxxx!! No names please. You already know who I meant.
Haih, at least now that exams are out of the way.
I have another list of undone things.

Stupid moral project.
Stupid SPCA. Ignorant non-government society. They still refuse to reply me.

And then theres prom to think about. Seriously people, can anyone help me at all???
Stress, stress, stress.
I've set up a blog. Its prom101.blogspot.com
Please go look it up and give me your opinion.
THANK YOU

It shouldn't be hard for you people to just move your sissy little fingers right.
sighs
Life sucks.
For now I guess.

Time should be up
Cause I tried to stay but I can't
How long will these walls hold up
Before it crumbles all again

I see your brown eyes
that sparkled within the light
who would've know this longing
has yet to take flight

how much longer can this be dragged
when we all know this will never end

Sometimes I wonder was it all just a game to you
to lose myself for one thing I will never know its worth
maybe it was my fault
to let myself believe
to let myself be consume by all this nonsense
I'm tired
but how could I just lay down
knowing you will just somehow find your way into my head
no matter what
and though I keep myself occupied
these little thoughts of you
will just come lurking out
I guess
I just haven't learn to let go
eventhough I know
time is coming to an abrupt end
maybe I will learn how to survive this
somehow
just maybe

Reality or dreams, your choice

Lala doodoo.
Exams are next week.
Haih, my first form five exam. Memorable, won't it be?
I'm loaded with tons of things to do, like the art project which I should have started last two weeks.
I'm already two weeks late with my painting.
I haven't started my moral project yet. Though that would be negotiable cause the teacher lost my project.
SPCA does not want to reply to our letter. And we cannot start out sivic project.
Puan Tang officially hates me now.
I am so so tired.
Emphasized on the double so.
My stupid windows live messenger is not working like it should be.
I wan to watch KIZU right now.
AND, I can't to solve these problems of mine that has gradually become a burden to my soul.
Can't someone take it all away?


I'm still in love with the fact that I know somehow, reality will become better than dreams.

Love me

Its valentines day/gotong-royong day
not that we did much work either.
haha

What we people do on Valentines day. :)


Its not the things that we did, but the things that we did not do that mattered most.

Won't you just dream of me, because I dream of you

A little announcement here.
There'll be a meeting for all form fives regarding Prom 09.
Those who wants to attend please be at 5 Anggerik after school on Tuesday.
This meeting will be regarding the prom theme for this year and the date.
Please be there. :)
If you do want a bombastic, exclusive, unforgettable prom to happen.
Toodles!

Happy Valentines day.

Missing you can be a really hard thing to do.

A new day, a different world

People, be enthusiastic bout sukan tara.
Students and their spirits nowadays. Something to sigh about.
Anyway, my whole body is aching and sore.
Cheer can be a little overrated for me.
But nonetheless, its still as awesome as ever.
Go KUNING! :)
Must think of merchandising, good luck to the marching people.
And rocking horses in red is cute. Not fair.
Must-think-like-a-very-VERY-imaginative-person.
Hmm... does not work very well does it.
Will try something else. SOON.
Meanwhile, yellow house people. Keep your spirits up.
Theres more than meets the eye.
We shizzle. :)



To watch this day that goes by, like any other day, just can't seem to make things easier.
To wonder with this burning curiosity is aching.
To be able to hold on for so long is a courage gone through.
So what more is there still left to do?

How much complication is there still undone, unfinished?
Leaving this wide open space in between, filling it dully with sorrowful tears and empty hearts.
To watch them discreetly, behind shadows...
To listen to their soft voices, whispering amongst themselves...
Was enough to inflict pain without a blade.

Had it been easy so far?
Just to walk through this journey, but never reaching the end?
Because just having to walk through endless miles was enough to tear one's soul down.
After all, how much more could still be taken?
Before grief reigns
And the still air of the night is filled with soft prayers, whispered gently with the wind that blew.

So its hard to gone on and listen about things you don't wanna hear.
So its hard trying to fight for what you really want.
So its hard to just tell yourself everything is okay when you know they are not.
But sometimes I wonder, when... will all this end.

Though more and more this silence reign
This tying bond has finally lain

Was life worth more than just loving you

And the moon shines in all of its glory

I am puffed with school, work and of course cheer.
Here I am WAY beyond my bedtime, doing HER homework.
Yes and of all people.
Then there goes my moral project, and my art project.
I wish I could just scream really loud and let all this just float away.
So much for peer pressure huh.
I am beaten down by homework and the never ending tuitions I seem to get myself into.
Exams are near.
Scream people scream.