Honestly I'm getting much old. I'm gettin hazard and growing lots and lots of pimples. Not that I was much better off before anyway. Stress is really getting to me. But how could I not worry when suddenly I feel like my days are being numbered and I just refuse to study at all. Sleep has deprived me of my time and the dark circles below my eyes are intensifying. I feel like some kind of rock weight like burden coming down on me. Stubborn stubborn I really am.