Yet another thing to remain sad and disappointed

Went to school today to find out what class will I be going next year....
4 Siantan....OMG!!! I almost cried right there....Its all crap, all of this!!!!
I had to appeal and pray real hard to get into science stream..then i wouldn't know whether I could survive cause you see I'm not a really smart girl.....

Today is my parents anniversary...=married for 18 years...lol
Went to have a nice dinner....then coutdown to the new year.......
So lonely...and quiet...friends are all probably out there rejoicing and celebrating the new year while I sit here at home dreading of what may come....of what may my future be....

well all i can say now is HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

and mom and dad

HAPPY 18TH ANNIVERSARY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Korean ice-cream for viewing pleasure......don't they look mouth watering???

Time heals wound

Just read a novel by susan donovan=the kept woman...
Even a woman aged 36 with 3 chldren could still have romance
lol... :)

the sadness and emtiness i felt

Maybe i shouldn't post this at all....But I don't ever want to remember this incident in my life ever ever again....
Its all just too wrong, its all about you but no... the future is mine and mine to follow...no one else
Eventhough I may not be as smart os as talented as other children but I 'm sorry...
I tried my very best...i did..
i just don't want to understand......Don't do it again please...I felt like my heart would just jump out and end my life just like that..............
I fell to the floor and hit my head and you asked me to stand up again......what are you trying to do...you striked me because I felt dizzy...why????
I will never understand will I..huh,,, will I do...

continue pictures

can you believe all those are sausages....so cute...haha lol
cousin laughing in the bus

The russian st.sophia church...beautiful...

Its pattern on the walls were scraped off by soldiers during the war.....sad ain't it
skiing at jilin....lol...real funour cery own snowman...lol

The ice world in harbin.....it was wonderful...

we loved the loooooooooong ice slide, but my butt did hurt....lol haha

We even sat on a roller coaster there....me and my sis were screaming like mad while my cousin was laughing like a crazy maniac...haha lol

That day was christmas eve, we celebrated someone's birthday...lol

he had to wear a crown....and get to eat a big birthday cake...sob sob

we saw an event called winter swimming....men in underpants went swimming under frozen ice...lol

cold like crazy and i meant old man...haha

Snow wonderland....actually all these are man made snow...lol

Created for snow sculpture....lol COOL

tiger world...haha..kind of weird rite..

These are the precious northern tigers.....

My compact mirror....so sexy lol

On a street outside our hotel...shopped for russian dolls and pressies for friends along the way..

It was crowded like crazy because of christmass...

dissappointment but back from my wonderful vacation

At the KLIA airport..........pictures above and below text is at the shenzhen airportJuz came back from China on thursday morning about 3 something.....Didn't get to go to sunway to celebrate yinky's birthday after all...All those freakin excuses by my dad...URGH!!!!!!

Anyway I still had fun at China,,, we went to shenyang, jilin, changchun, harbin then back to shenzhen.....it was a real blast.....

Still a lil lazy to write down exactly where we went.. so I will put down some piccies I took

By the way... It SNOWED!!!!!!! OMG I can't believe myself....

My caramel latte at the airport...we waited for 5 hours to board the next plane to shenyang, china..... Their coffee sucked...seriously!!!!
The scenery outside shenzhen airport....it felt like an outdoor aircond environment.....nice and cooling. It was fun...Wrigleys chewing gum in china...cool eh?? Honeydew flavour...In the bus on the way to lunch in shenzhen while waiting for our next flight...

Dinner during our trip.....cooked meat...mmmmm delicious..

We get to dip them in some kind of peanut plus soya sauce thingi....taste really good

One of the rooms in the museum I visited...

Apperently one of the rooms are haunted because some one was killed because of political matters......scarryyyy

little mufflers were given to us to cover our ears or they will just drop off like that....it was sooooo COLD we had to keep our ears warm....negative 10 to 17 deegrees...

Dressed and ready to go skiing on the second day in china...woohooo

It was soooo much fun...I love skiing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SNOW ( scenes outside the bus)

Cousin trying to put her hat on while avoiding the camera!! haha gotcha

We had the last time's kings food for dinner one night..

One of the waitress got dressed in a very old princess costumes....my ahyee got to try on her hat...lol

One of the dishes were frogs egg or something like that...its not really tadpoles yet.....

Its the liquid that protects the eggs i think... It was said that if you drink it all the time, you will have a beautiful complexion....
Everyone's face turned red after drinking it..... I can tell you it taste sweet but not pleasantly sweet...its not a very nice taste....

some lady's dog chihuahua...it was sooo adorable but fierce.....name is xiao dou douer...lol

chinese name for a dog..haha

largest meteoritw shower in jilin i think...yap

big ain't it??

the deer farm....they are alll so vute but they STINK!!!!! their antlers are used for medicine....

the beautiful wolf whose eyes gleam at you....its fur is really beautiful...I got one for a keychain...lol
some animal whose fur is used to make chinese caligraphy brushes...who would have thought it came from this animal.....

MINK FUR COAT...ALLL real...can you believe it???? I think about 10 to 20 minks were used on this coat
dead wolf...their fur...ooohhh lala mine is the white one on the left...cute ehh??? wolf fur...

snow scene