Friday, February 13, 2009

A new day, a different world

People, be enthusiastic bout sukan tara.
Students and their spirits nowadays. Something to sigh about.
Anyway, my whole body is aching and sore.
Cheer can be a little overrated for me.
But nonetheless, its still as awesome as ever.
Go KUNING! :)
Must think of merchandising, good luck to the marching people.
And rocking horses in red is cute. Not fair.
Must-think-like-a-very-VERY-imaginative-person.
Hmm... does not work very well does it.
Will try something else. SOON.
Meanwhile, yellow house people. Keep your spirits up.
Theres more than meets the eye.
We shizzle. :)



To watch this day that goes by, like any other day, just can't seem to make things easier.
To wonder with this burning curiosity is aching.
To be able to hold on for so long is a courage gone through.
So what more is there still left to do?

How much complication is there still undone, unfinished?
Leaving this wide open space in between, filling it dully with sorrowful tears and empty hearts.
To watch them discreetly, behind shadows...
To listen to their soft voices, whispering amongst themselves...
Was enough to inflict pain without a blade.

Had it been easy so far?
Just to walk through this journey, but never reaching the end?
Because just having to walk through endless miles was enough to tear one's soul down.
After all, how much more could still be taken?
Before grief reigns
And the still air of the night is filled with soft prayers, whispered gently with the wind that blew.

So its hard to gone on and listen about things you don't wanna hear.
So its hard trying to fight for what you really want.
So its hard to just tell yourself everything is okay when you know they are not.
But sometimes I wonder, when... will all this end.

Though more and more this silence reign
This tying bond has finally lain

Was life worth more than just loving you

Thursday, February 12, 2009

And the moon shines in all of its glory

I am puffed with school, work and of course cheer.
Here I am WAY beyond my bedtime, doing HER homework.
Yes and of all people.
Then there goes my moral project, and my art project.
I wish I could just scream really loud and let all this just float away.
So much for peer pressure huh.
I am beaten down by homework and the never ending tuitions I seem to get myself into.
Exams are near.
Scream people scream.

Monday, February 9, 2009

I found Home

Hello!
Wishing everyone one last Happy Chinese New Year.
Its Chap Goh Mei today. Can you believe it???
Chinese new year is over and I've got to get back on my studies.
Exams are coming soon. Toodles!




I wish everything would just start over again.
Maybe it was hope that made time seem a little longer.
But in the end, it still goes on. Eventually.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

A little too different

Banana Taofu
peppermint and honeydew. :)

Chocolate Cheese

Mum went out for some new year dinner thing. So the rest of us went to Big Ice after dinner for some sinful shaved ice cream. Had fries to go with it too. Hahaa.
Anyway, Mum didn't allow me to go to Sunway with Meng Pei and gang. Being the usual unreasonable woman that she is. Does she think that I have no social life. ergh!
So I'm stuck here, going to watch finish my movie soon. :)
Toodles!
Oh, Ming. This is the biggest picture I could find. Although the one in my com is much bigger.
You could always blame blogger.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Hear the echo of silence reign
Voices ring only by the sane
These dreams of dread could not be named
But these doubts still stay the same

Awakened by this burning taste
Quickly must we all make haste
Flaming lies that burns in hue
These blood sworn oaths were never new

Hide away by the ocean's bay
Its mysterious waters quietly say
As I will be let it stay
By light and earth this secret shall lay


Gwen is on her way to watch Benjamin Button.. :)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Masquerade? The face of the night

Hello.
Well, the chinese new year hols have ended before you even knew it.
And now, its sports day to look forward to and the march hols. :)
Exams are coming so soon already.
Arrghh.
Where has the time gone.
Anyway, Sunday night. Party. Or should I say, gathering?
It was quite a disaster. Really!
We couldn't find a venue so ended up using Tze Wei's house.
But she had to visit her grandma first. So I ended up worrying my nerves away for an hour and finally made my mind to wait at Khei's house to ease my nerves.
Turned out many people could not come because of the family dinner thing.. yada yada.
If I said it was one of Miss Beh's class at a different place, everybody will probably come rushing.
I guess thats how it is.
I was quite disappointed because things didn't turn out the way I thought it would.
For starters, people couldn't come.
Then, we didn't have much time to do anything.
So we ended up eating and playing two of the games that I have planned.



Haha, After the charades which was damn funny, we played some passing game.
They didn;t want to eat the disgusting stuff and ended up throwing the stuff at each other.
LOL
Ohh, Jie Eu looked really funny when she had to eat the
marshmellow/rojak/milo/wintermelon juice/black sauce/pepper
Kenzo won most of the prizes.
Lucky day for him I guess.
But, had to eat an extra big marshmellow.
He actually said it was okay.
Note: put in lots of wasabi and chilli sauce
Me and WenQi's mask.



Me and Khei Qi
a friend you never knew you could have.


My wonderful wonderful co-organiser
ONG WEN QI
big rounds of applause!!!


Me and Khei Sze
All smiles

Kendrick (super guitarist) Alyssa and me.
He did the drifting thingi at the HLMS concert.

Khei Qi again.
She insisted I wear the cap/hat/head thingi

Khei Sze. :)

People yo!!

Alyssa, you looked really pretty that night

the cap thingi

me and Tze Yi (boy boy)
And the awesome host, Tze Wei.
Thank for everything

Girls



Me and co-organiser

END

Oh, and this is dedicated to WenQi for the wonderful presents everybody recieved.
Although its not much but it was from the thought.
:)
Thank you!!!





And when I thought things were going to be alright
They move away from me.
And when I thought these days are going to be okay
The skies change into a darker hue.
And I became lonelier each day as I step out into this world.


When I look out each morning
I watch these memories flood by me
Like tidal waves washing me over
And then I realise
It wasn't all that I thought it was






FYI: it was elmo's birthday yesterday :)
ELMO!!!!! We love you

Sunday, February 1, 2009

My first will be my last




Yesterday, followed my dad to his friend's open house in Sierramas. Damn I'm totally in love with that place. Its like big chalets and villas everywhere. Just imagine staying in a hotel everyday of your love. Won't that be awesome. Didn't get to take much pictures because it would be awkward if I were to whip out my phone and start snapping pictures of someone else's house right? Anyway, didn't stay there for long cuz I had to follow my parents to Shah Alam. Sister and dad had to make new glasses. Then, we went for dinner at some restaurant in Subang with cousin's family. Had lou sang but ate the crunchy parts only. Salmon does not agree with everybody. Yes?


Tonight is the masquerade party.
And I'm freaking out already.

Please make this right...



Yours truly,
with hope..