done

It's been a long while since I've blogged.
I guess I realized that this habit has stopped.

I've been done with my feelings and myself. 

I wanna taste you again, like a secret or a sin

The wonderful english weather in eastbourne.

Went down to the pier yesterday and it was beautiful.

Everything here is so breathtaking. 

I'm still trying to cope so badly with the people here.

I've met a few friends and they hold me together for now. 

The longing to go back home is so great and sometimes, I feel like I'm at a lost.

I feel lonely and depressed.

And so unfamiliar with the surroundings.

Maybe I should go out more often, that would distract me.

I've just started one class here and I've already made myself and outcast.

Pray that things would get better soon.

As the english would say

"KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON"

bye !

so most of the stuff have been settled and now I'm ever more prepared to leave.
There are though a few hiccups here and there that I still have to settle.

It's becoming so unreal. 

genting

some photos taken when we were up in genting.

It was cold and it was mad fun. 

We were crazy exhausted by 2 in the afternoon after riding most of the rides.

I wished it lasted longer.

But I enjoyed spending time with my "family"

:)

So lazy to update.

Still semi busy with trying to send everything for visa.

so how now??

Leftover pictures taken from the other night.

Me and my best topshop gals !

I love them to bits

20th

I've stopped blogging since. *omg i don't know when*
and THAT is a crime.

have been busy with exams, and events, and stuff.
all preparing to head to england.

So here's a recent update by pictures to what I've been up to.
Went Mist Club during their mafia themed Saturday night with the famous five (including me)
Went crazy and had fun until they closed.
Then went off to have loklok. I love their fried mushrooms !!

When I came back at 5 in the morning. I took a bath and got ready by 6 to attend my niece's talent competition in KL.
I was a true living zombie then.
I was so mad tired I could barely entertain my niece and nephew who were crazy active.

Then, prepared for my ielts exam which was held last saturday.
I hope I passed the required marks or I would have to sit for it again.
The exam was difficult and it was cold, and I could barely right without hurting my fingers.

Lousy stationary was being provided.
The pencil was halfway breaking during the exam.

Had weekly movie night with the family and cousin's family at shah alam.

Dined in at a expensive fusion restaurant where I had bolognese spaghetti served with a load of smelly cheese. 

Dad was stuffing himself at the buffet area. 

But he was happy. 

They had a car pimping competition and these were the trophies being given out.

There were so many categories like lights, sound and whatnot. 

Went over to shah alam again the next day to look at the progress of the new house.

I love the fact that my room has a purple wall, and it's going to have built-ins with shades of lilac.

All these then lead up to my birthday which is today.

Went to the bank to settle some documents for the visa application. 

Mom decided to sponsor half of my watch as a birthday gift.

I LOVE THAT WATCH !

Sister bought me a mango pudding cake from free mori !

Yums !

Till then.   :)

sometimes when I'm really afraid
I'd think about the awfully great adventure that I'm about to go on

a small update

Just a random picture from my previous ootd.

Trying to settle my brighton application but everything is just so slow.

I miss working and my colleagues.

And I even miss my new store manager whom I worked with for two weeks.

Getting enough rest and slowly preparing to move. 

So much to pack.

I'm not sure where I should start. 

last day

OOTD friday !

Leaving already !!???!?!?!?
I've done my part at topshop and now I'm gone.   :(
Had my last day yesterday and turned in my name tag and locker.
I felt a little unbearable to leave. But I had to leave in the end anyways.
Preparing to head off to uk is going to take a while and there's so many things still left undone !

OOTDsss

OOTDs on Wednesday and Thursday !   :)

Tomorrow will be my last day at Topshop.
Leaving can be so unbearable when you've made so many new friends. 

ESS !

     

I dyed my hair red just last week at a salon in PJ oldtown. The end result was nice but it only lasted a few days. The colour kept fading and I am seemingly disappointed.

But anyways, it was fun getting a hair treatment at the salon.   :)

Dad treated the whole family to Starbucks coffee on friday night. 

We were happy people !

Treated myself to a pint of Starbucks ice-cream which
costs me a bomb and it'll be the last expensive ice-cream I'll ever eat.

     

Had happy culture with the work peeps on monday after work. 

Karen drove all the way to one utama just to give me this bear for helping her durin Monin.

I HAS SOMETHING TO CUDDLE NAO !!!

Beary is definately huggable and cuddly !

Last week was a mess just to prepare for sales.
The new stock intake was crazy and everyone was doing overtime just to get things done before wednesday.
(which is when we launch end season sale)

Looking forward to the weekends for shopping therapy but didn't see anything that I like.
Saved my wallet from great despair.
Have been binge eating alot lately and I swear I've gotta stop. 

for now

End season sales is coming soon and the first of many new stock arrival was terrible yesterday.
Most of us were slaving away at trying to get all the new items out on the floor as soon as possible.
Sales graphic for display has already arrived and the next few weeks is going to be crazy.

My application is still at a stand still and I've finally made my decision.
Though I'm mad scared, I have a strong feeling that this is something I need to do.

OOTD !

OOTD which would be Saturday.    :)
Am now addicted to my high waisted shorts I got from ROMP.
Met Karen this morning on a hunt to find her costume once again.
I can't believe this would be the last competition before I leave.
Saw Joo Yi, Shu Yee and Yin & Yun at Topshop on friday. Suddenly reminiscing of the times in high school.



Another outfit compilation from last Wednesday.



Officially promoting Moo's frozen yoghurt !

More events lined up for me.
Excited for the competition on Saturday !!!

you know the fear of leaving overwhelms me.
the fear of leaving all the people you know behind.
the fear of falling out of the crowd.
the fear of not achieving what you are expected of.
the fear of failing.
the fear of falling and never standing up.
the fear of disappointing others.
the fear of disappointing yourself.

I don't know where should I go.
Or where my decisions will lead me to.
I'm scared and I'm not sure if what I'm doing is the right choice or not.
I've been mulling over my choices for too long, and time does not allow me to do so.

I need to make a choice.
And I am so scared. 

working like a baus !

its me and maggie !



attempted gradient nails.
needs more practice !

Going green?

Today's ensemble.
Very much repeated though, but this time with a green theme to match my cool earrings.
Worked like  madwoman all day and I'm so glad it's my off day tomorrow.
I desperately need a break.

Change the colour of my manicure.
White didn't last me very long when I was eating cheesy snacks.
It actually tainted the white to a dirty yellow.
Now, it's a more gothic version.
Simple and loving it.  



gosh, my finger look haggard.
gonna try that gradient effect the next time !

floral ribcage

Floral ribcage tunic from topshop.

Paired with hoisery and denim cropped vest.

Slowly adding to my topshop collection.

Two more pieces coming soon.

:)

my family

Because I love my family who was with me for two long years.

:')