you know the fear of leaving overwhelms me.
the fear of leaving all the people you know behind.
the fear of falling out of the crowd.
the fear of not achieving what you are expected of.
the fear of failing.
the fear of falling and never standing up.
the fear of disappointing others.
the fear of disappointing yourself.

I don't know where should I go.
Or where my decisions will lead me to.
I'm scared and I'm not sure if what I'm doing is the right choice or not.
I've been mulling over my choices for too long, and time does not allow me to do so.

I need to make a choice.
And I am so scared.