Sunday, November 20, 2011

i have loved you for a thousand years

It's been so hard to blog lately.
It feels like there's just not enough time for me to do anything else.

In a blink of an eye, 7 weeks just flew past me.
And in another 3 months, I'll be graduating.
I don't know what I am going to do, and I can't anticipate what is to come.
For a moment, I feel lost thinking about my future.
Nothing is set on stone, nothing is of concrete plan.
For awhile there, I feel helpless, wondering if this is what I want to do.
I wonder if anyone else feels the same.


I've been thinking lately, 
besides the never ending deadlines that seems to chase me  everyday.
I've been thinking about you,
and I've been thinking about the past. 
I wonder how do you live now,
and I wonder if you are happy. 
I wonder if you still write, and if you still remember.
I wonder who are you with now, 
or which lucky girl seems to cloud your thoughts now. 
I wonder if you till read the books that I read, 
or listen to the songs that were a hit during our days. 
I wonder if you have plans to go abroad, 
or if you are afraid of not knowing how you're future may be,
like me. 
I wonder ... and I do still wonder ... if you remember me at all. 

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