officially a shopaholic

   

Bought this black choker from Diva and realized I didn't like the design very much.
So I change the position of the beads and added some swarowski crystals to it.
I gave it a more focused detail at the centre where it should be.
Hardwork paid off !

Gonna post pictures of my jewellery haul !

New baby !

more haul !

My new baby. 

:)

So looking forward to Chinese New Year. 

Can't believe everything is ending on 8 weeks time. 

I'm panicked yet not really cause I just didn't want it to end. 

There were really fucked up moments and then some were just plain awesome. 

Will be posting up my chinese new year haul. 

So stay tuned okay !

It' the craziest shopping week ever !

Bought so many stuff and found so many awesome things. 

Till then.     : D

please don't leave me hanging 

just let me go

there was nothing for me in the beginning

by why let this go on

how can I move on 

if you won't let me

stop

I'm tired of this

I'm tired of  listening to you

I'm tired of all your pretends

where do we stand exactly right now

because if we don't make this right

we just never will

I can't hold on much longer

I might just break someday

HAUL !

                                            2010                                                           2011

Have not changed much over the past one year. 

I wonder if my thoughts have equally changed. 

Made two haul videos this time cause I can't help but be amazed at the amount of things I bought. 

It's crazy !

 

Just some of my haul from my China vacation. 

Most of them are being given away already.    :)

new year's resolution

since everyone's making new year's resolutions. Maybe I should start making some too.
Though I can't guarantee I'll stick to it.


1. Be happy. 

               

And stop harping on all the small details that makes everything so ruined.
Nothing goes the way we want it to all the time.
Focus more on the bigger picture and look beyond those small things.
Nothing is big unless we make them be.

                                       

2. Be confident. 
I can swear all my life I've been having this main issue.
It's what gets me down and stops me from achieving a 110%
I am going to change that this year. And it will not be a problem to me anymore.
Maybe then I won't be so blind to all the amazing things I can do.

3. Appreciate my friends.
2011 has been a tough year for me especially when it comes to this topic.
But through all these, I've really opened my eyes to see who is good and who is not.
I know the people I should appreciate more and the people I shouldn't bother.
Sometimes you don't have to look so far. There are people waiting quietly by your side.
Friends will never make you sad, and they will look past your flaws.

4. Appreciate my family. 
My last term is going to be busy. And I will spend my last year here.
I need to spend more time with them and learn to spoil them a little bit more.
They are my family after all.

5. Take good care of myself. 
With confident issues comes with self image issues.
I know I never like the way I am and so I pig out on depression or sometimes don't eat at all.
It's not really good for me.
But I need to regulate my body and keep it fit and healthy.
Need to concentrate on my dance classes.     :)

6. Appreciate all that I have. 
THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL.
Love everything around you. You are blessed.
I need to tell myself that.
I need to stop chasing after every single "IN" thing on the market.
I have more than what I need.
And I should share that.
Maybe I need to do more charity work.
:)

                         

Hopefully I'll stick to them.     :)

And end up with ticks at the end of each mission. 

pain

why does my heart suddenly feels like its broken all over again. like I've been there before.

but I know this time its different.
I'm not going to bother picking up the broken pieces.
let my heart remain in shatters.
maybe now will I truly learn never to live by my heart again.