waiting for the right time

Its been so long since I last blogged here with any real pictures or sorts. 

I've been so tired with work and all those mental strain of forcing myself to do something I despised most.

As you should know, I've been switched to the kitchen department for the last 3 days and I absolutely miss working in 1885. All the everyday routines have been so familiar to me, and now everything is new again.

I hate not knowing what to do and I hate to stand in people's way when they are obviously working. It makes me feel like I'm not good enough, and it makes me feel so useless. 

I HATE working in the kitchen and three more weeks of this is too long. 

Honestly, I hope things will get better soon.