Wednesday, October 31, 2007
A certain someone
Come to think of it...everyone is a parasect in a good way though. Evertone needs a friend they can trust or just someone to talk to. And sometimes they may hurt you like your heart being exposed to a blade. I have felt it before and its not a feeling that I would want to go through again..... I have a friend and was really close to her. I sat next to her everyday. she was very pretty, and is the girl with the perfect life... A life everyone wished they had. Then when I switched classes, we barely speak to each other. Well maybe out of awkwardness....but the one I really blame is her pal. Its a he thats right.... and I hate him so much my guts would pour out. He ruined my life, brought down my self-esteem and maybe even poisoned my friendship with other people....Am I that ugly??? to bring him to even curse me because he doesn't like the way I look...Or I was too pathetic???? NO...It was all him. he has no feelings no nothing and he doesn't care.. no he care for the one he thinks is beautiful and popular....Thats the way highschool is... the beautiful and popular dominates the school. As I am typing now....my anger towards him is welling up....is he even human at all??? but I wish he would come to understand one day...I am not pathetic for writing this but if that is how he wanted me to see him then I will.