Not exactly having a good week this week... So much problem to deal with and so much pain to overcome it. I'm tired tired tired. Plus, dads gonna ba back real soon. I wonder how much more problems will eventuall pile up to make a mountain. I'm sorry to the people who I have ignored this week due to over thinking and sometimes just felt like being alone. I couldn't cry over it and I couldn't tell anyonw about it. What else am I suppose to do? Maybe I did try to laugh along and act like everythings alright but when I come home, its not. School was always my sanctuary, my place to avoid problems I can't deal with at the moment. It will eventually soon pass