Would i be the one

I'm sick of trying to decipher your every movement and every thought. You think I'm dumb? I'm not. In fact, I see right through you. I don't know why do I put myself in this situation for someone now I don't think really worth it. You want to die and so I have to come along. Was that what you want. What is so hurtful in life that you just can't get through it without hurting someone else. Being with you and caring for you is like placing a heavy weight on my bare shoulders. Its like having the burden of the sky on your shoulders. But despite the pain I have to go through without having only you as the least of my problems, I still care. I guess being too close might just be the problem. You think that I'm selfish and I care about myself only. You are wrong in every thinking way!!!! I've placed you too often infront of me that I have endangered myself. show me you are worth fighting for and stop letting me down. I can't put up with you anymore.

You look up high and watch the skies

The way clouds move with graceful lies

You can't keep hiding the hidden story

Much less is told till things go awry

You conceal the story inside your eyes

And try to run from the truth find

So speak aloud your peevish thought

And stop struggling from stupid wrought

Your unmoving hands and still hair

Cover your smile and face marred

The deepened wound slashed through the bone

To catch a glimpse of untold truths thrown

Stop hiding your thoughts

Stop trying to act

Its useless now that I've the fact

Chaos at class today.. people being crazy and all. Oh yea, decided to open my own "company" selling furballs. lol . Was screaming and laughing the whole day and yea, watching people spilling water on the floor dus to uncontrollable laughing. Yes, my yarn was pretty much wasted on the floor too. Justin was on one side teaching me how to solve a puzzle and on the other side, someone else is tryin to ask me something.. hahaha. I think I nearly busted my brains today..