along the lines of unsaid words

nehhh. I know its been so long since I've blogged and that is soooo not me.
Have been a busy week and my baby laptop has been affected by virus. ARGH!
Yes.. so it's been unavailable to keep me company because it was being left at the hospital for a few days to be reprogrammed entirely.
Now my baby feels so foreign to me.    :(

Anyway, had our PA event last Monday.
Very worrying when people were not showing up for our forum.
And everything was being done so last minute.
But in the end, everything turned out fine.
Another sigh of relief.    :)

yay. awesome group picture. The chinese guy in the middle with his hand pointing up was the best amateur magician I've ever seen. hahaa. He seriously was damn amazing !

Moving on to that. Had kitchen class and exams here and there.
Nothing much to blog about. Life has been somewhat a little boring.
But mid terms are coming up and I have to go study now.   BOOO.....

do you still feel like you know what you're doing?

Next week is like a whole week of torture for me. 

Mid term assesments for almost all the subjects.

Followed by deadlines for projects. 

I swear my eye bags are back to haunt me.

I NEED CUCUMBER SLICES !

Forum event next Monday with Mid term asessment for malaysian studies. 

I really need a break. GAH !

Then there's food science project due monday. 

Oh man, where has all the time gone to?

Attended group 4's buffet dinner service in like 3 terms. 

Actually had tons of fun. 

Was laughing like we were so drunk.

And we'd barely ate eventhough it was a buffet.

Food was extremely good though.  :)

All and all a great night. 

Westin called.  

Can't wait for the interview.   :)

I didn't know people started pealing their scabs once their bored.

Because I am. 

I am stubbornly peeling that large scab that was healing the wound of my past.

I was always the third party.

Always the one who was not good enough.

Always the one, whose fate was not here yet. 

I am starting to doubt myself.

And I'm starting to doubt if I'd ever heal. 

vrai au faux

I hate you. 

I hate you for making me believe that we understood each other.

I hate you for allowing this vulnerability to seep through. 

I hate you for deceiving me.

I hate you for letting me feel false-fully grateful. 

I hate you for everything now. 

And for now. 

We don't speak unless I said so.

cause I've only got one life, and tonight I'm going to live mine

Maybe I'll start loving mine. 

So, here's what I've been up to lately.

When I've been M.I.A-ing on blog. 

Have been preparing for exams, assignments and dinner buffet service.

Didn't manage to take any awesome pictures but....

here's a sneak peak of what we've been doing every morning. 

Have been cutting out tons of papers. everyday.   :)

Mr mastermind with a double face !! haha.   :)