Saturday, April 10, 2010

I'll be the one who makes you shine like the sun


seriously, people are you THAT BORED?
I am totally going to defend her because I think she is a genius.
Her stories filled the empty gap between reality and fairytales, and somehow I feel that her words are so close to what we all feel now.
I know I know, people always complain about how whiney Bella is and Edward is toooo perfect.
Bella is A person. She is who she is, a character in a book. So why so much criticism.
The truth is, Bella is very much alike most of us.
The only difference is that she is so devoted to her love that she wouldn't let go.
She knows that if letting go would be losing " the truest of true love".
That's how Meyer would phrase it.

Though there are no vampires in this world, but the love they've shared do exist.

So stop all those stupid criticism. If its so stupid don't read it then.
And keep your words to yourself. No one wants to hear it.
Loving her books doesn't make you childish or whatever.
Its just another love story we know we wouldn't have.

Open your eyes, and shout to the skies cause this is what dreams are made of

Attended driving amali with ming today.
Another 6 hours of undivided attention. Haha. No joke there, it's SIX HOURS.
I could actually feel my eyes dozing off every second.
Ming was actually wide awake throughout the whole thing.
She was doing some really pretty sketches of dresses. :)

Will be free for one more week before college starts.
I scared, I really am.
I can actually feel the nightmares getting to me now.

Anyone up for skating sessions next week? :D

Friday, April 9, 2010

I hate watching romance movies.
Watching it makes me realise how empty my life is.
How meaningless and insignificant..
Like there is this a big void inside of me that I cannot fill.

that void is only filled with pain.
and filled with other things that seems to clash with my heart

why is it always this way
why does it have to hurt so much sometimes
why the emptiness won't go away

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

of skies and suns and wonderful things

For those who missed out on ice-skating today:
Here is a summary.

-woke up early to get ready for yinky to come.
-waited two hours because she had to fetch chee foong.
-off to sunway.
-met up with fook weng and ji shawn.
-went skating.
-legs hurt like shit. (damn my legs are getting bigger)
-failed to ice-skate properly although that was my third time there.
-saw two people bleed on the ice. (one on the head and the other on the knee)
-pro people with pro skating shoes were swooshing around.
-failed to learn how to brake on the ice.
-failed to skate smoothly without having people to stand in my way.


And thats about it.

Had my fair share of fun on the ice, though my legs were friggin painful.

I thought about some stuff on the ice:
-first was definately to concentrate on NOT falling.
-second was to concentrate on NOT falling when people swoosh by.
-third was to concentrate on NOT falling onto other people.

So that sums up my day. :)
Getting my contacts tomorrow. and my phone back soon.
Driving amali this Saturday with Ming. I hate to go back to that place.

Till then. :) Ciao Bella




I seriously admire you people that play the guitar.
Its so friggin hard to learn.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

If the stars were mine
I'd give them all to you
I'd pluck them down right from the sky
and leave it only blue
I would never let the sun forget to shine upon your face
so when others would have rain clouds you'd have only sunny days
If the stars were mine
I'd tell you what I'd do
I'd put the stars right in a jar and give them all to you

Photos of me on your bedroom floor

Hello there! am going ice-skating tomorrow.
Something to do, FINALLY!
Baked cupcakes AGAIN.
I know I know. I ran out of things to do.
Baked molten chocolate vanilla cupcake. :)
As in molten chocolate on the inside and fluffy cupcake on the outside.
Sounds delicious?
Its still in the oven, I don't know whether the chocolate will survive. Haha