I was standing out in the rain, need to know if it's over

I envy those people who can sing. eesh eesh eesh

ARGH ! Exam tomorrow and I haven't studied yet.

crap...

Went to college late again today.

Was not in the mood to go so early so I went at bout 9 something.

Which is already good enough for me.

I have an insanely jam-packed week.

Wednesday after class, go Masjid India for henna tattoos.

Then off to istana budaya for event job till 9p.m.

On Thursday, have classes till 3.30, then at night Bollywood gala dinner.

On Friday, after classes go Sunway Pyramid to hang out with friends and finish F&B assignment.

Yes, isn't it action packed and full off fun? :)

Laughed really hard again today.

Literally.

For the entire three hours before class I laughed non-stop.

I have the world's craziest friends.

We even laughed during Mr Anshul's class.

I think it was more of a snicker.

He'd killed us if we were laughing behind.

I laughed so hard I almost broke my stomach muscle today.

It was that serious. :)

But, at least I know you'd be jealous.

You pull me closer to love

Shereen called Shereen called !

I am happy. Because it's been a while since I could see her.

Anyway, nothing else happened on Saturday.

Just stayed home and had dinner at esquire kitchen. Shit expensive.

And its not like the food is insanely good.

I finally finished the webpage design for the assignment yesterday.

And the brochure/flyer too.

Still can't decide which to choose. I did a few. :)

And so, there goes another weekend.

Can't wait for tomorrow.

there's a message beneath this bottle

Looked up an old notebook of mine and saw all the old song lyrics I wrote. All my favourite words and quotes. Managed to re-download most of them and I am currently listening to them again. I feel a sense of nostalgia when I listen to it.

And I thought about all those days when I felt the true bliss of happiness. I miss it so much. But the pain... not so much. Sometimes, there's this guilt still hanging around me. Haunting me because I would not think of him anymore. All those words that I've prepared and all those countless letters I wrote, wasted. I just realized I do not have to guts or the strength to sit through the ending. It's not a cowardice act, or giving fear the permission to hold me back. It's just me, realizing that there's nothing more to us than a fading past. I can't help but thinking about all those "what if"s. There's no point in trying to undone the past. I just wish that I could understand why the gap has suddenly opened between us. I want to understand why have we drifted away.

Now, there's no one else to think of during those nights. There's no scene to replay in my head over and over again. Everything is fading. You face, your smile, your words, your presence. Gone. I know it's about time to release everything. Let the past fall into the waters and sink to the bottom.

He's gonna live his life and I'm going to live mine.

I am leaving it all behind.

Just another whole lot of dreams

F & B class today.

Me and my bunch of happy crazy maniacs. :)

Driving lesson tomorrow, again.

Nervous sheeeet.

Can we pretend that the airplanes in the night sky are shooting star, I could really use a wish right now

Bread cradle

Oriental fan

bishop mitre

birds of paradise :)

F & B class today. :)

Had Dominos pizza by the lakeside today. Literally by the lake.

Got shooed by the nearby guard for standing too close,

The water was dirty as hell.

Laughed like mad as usual again.

I have the craziest college mates, I swear.

Was mad frustrated yesterday and today because I couldn't contact poslaju.

I almost had to go all the way to someplace next to the Federal Highway to collect it.

Lucky I managed to call the poslaju centre's number and ask them to re-deliver.

So everything was settled.

Waitressing class tomorrow. :)

And shopping sessions with college mates in Saturday.

Driving lessons on Friday.

And a dinner gala next Thursday.

Have an awesome week people! Because I have.

To see the world through the eyes of the insignificant

I have been happy lately and nice enough to lt you indulge in horrible random pictures of me. :)

Go ahead and have a good laugh.

I just wanna share the joy.

What were we looking at?

Kitchen Operation

Because we stick together like glue :)

Some Counselor people came into class today during Tourism Geography (yes!) and told us about some get together dinner next Thursday.

Was expecting this thing but not THAT soon.

And of all themes they HAD to pick a Bollywood theme.

It's going to be an extremely loooong day.

But a fun one. :D

Where is the sun now?

I got bored...

Leftovers from college

I made cream caramel on yesterday.

It didn't taste as nice as in college.

I blame on mum's oven though, its too strong.

Am lazing about now, worrying about tomorrow at the same time too.

I hate pop quizzes, especially on geography. :(

Dad's back now. College tomorrow!

Another new day.