Saturday, May 1, 2010

Come what may





crazyyyy makan and gossip session with Juat.
and yes I miss her so so much. :)

Will upload more pictures soon.
Nervous for tomorrow's first driving lesson. ARGH !

Friday, April 30, 2010

a movie script ending

Another much less tiring day.
Am still working hard on my masterplan. It seems harder than I thought it would.
I was never more determined to bring someone down.
But I am doing it for good. :)

I will isolate her. And ruin her.
And take away everything companion she has.
My plan has GOT TO WORK.
Okay, I'm not THAT cruel. But I really really hate her.

Anyways, had front desk lessons today.
The lecturer seem really really nice.
Not liking the taking out shoes part, and also the assignments part.

Housekeeping classroom

The housekeeping suite was half classroom half hotel room.
It was so damn freaking cool!
On half was the queen size bed and the opposite of it was two single size bed.
And a sofa and table in the middle.
Then the other half is the classroom with chairs and projector.
Behind the chairs is a glass toilet with shampoo and all.
:)
Me pretty butterfly ring.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

I think I had a taste of perfection

Hello people. I'm here again. Waiting for another seven hours until class starts. So this is going to be a loooooong post. NO complains right.

Am torn between two events happening this saturday. Reunion with old friends at Sunway, or girly talk sessions with Juat Lee. I miss her so so much ! But I have promised Juat I'll be there first and besides, I don't have any transport to sunway anyway. :(

Soooooo, my first driving lesson begins this Sunday for three long hours. Mum was aghast, she said "nobody drives for three hours unless they go melaka and go round melaka and drive back again"
I don't really look forward to learning how to drive with a stranger next to me. ALONE. Its scary. I wonder how you other people can cope. I want Ming to learn with me.

Anyways, hold up. My ramblings haven't stop yet. College is literally killing me. I haven't found someone I can really talk to, and my groupmates are quiet as hell. I think they are more to the kind that sticks to themselves in their own small group. I'm lonely like mad, and it feel like a really long time since the last that I have been so so happy.

I yearn for someone to laugh with really loudly, and to be comfortable with. Everything is so awkward and I really am not sure what to do. Luck is not on my side this time. I miss my Hartamas friends more and more.

I hate her I absolutely hate her eventhough she has doe nothing wrong to me. She just gets on my every last nerve and I'm just not happy with that. Life is truly not fair. I have been praying so hard, and yet ill fate still befalls me. She thinks she's so funny with her damn sarcastic comments, and she thinks she knows every answer to every question. SHUT UP. I feel like screaming to her. and GET OUT. Be sure she takes her GUY FRIEND with her too. The annoying duo. URGH.

For two years I'm going to be stuck with her. And for two years I'm going to be with them. So might as well make it worth the time. Two years can be very very long. Honestly, I hope things will get better soon. Cause, I miss laughing with my friends and go insane.

I'm a really funny person and I absolutely love to laugh.
I think thats the best hobby in the world.
I'm heart ached because I miss everyone back in school and my old college.
But would I rick my future just so I could laugh everyday?

Its a really long post. Writing just keeps me going on and on.
So happy reading people and bore yourself to death with my stories.

Till then, taa.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

our shadows searching in the light


my maid knitted it for me


ooooh. :)
I feel real smart in it.
Apparently I'm not all THAT fat okay people.
I have been assigned to wear XS size n it fits nicely.
So stop saying I'm fat. :)

Was super tired yesterday and today.
Took my typhoid jab thingi today with Suhaila.
The whole hall was empty except for some nurses and a few supervisors from student central.
Was laughing like a mad woman because we didn't bring money for the jab.

And after we took the jab, we were laughing again.
The nurse were smiling after us cause we look so damn crazy. :)

Anyways, hang around until we are called to the hall for uniform collection.
Don't you just LOVE uniforms? <3

Took uniforms went to centrepoint for baskin robbins.
(its pink day, apparently I didnt know that)
:)

Ate, went home and slept.
and tomorrow will be another day all over again. Till then.




Monday, April 26, 2010

Hello Love

Watched clash of the titans with mum and sis yesterday.
Thought the effects were really cool. :)
The whole movie was moving all at once, and there are parts that gave me goosebumps.
Its a good sign tho. :) Haha.
Shopped at Tesco for a while and went to Santai to eat.

Do you see Christmas lights? :)

Anyway, I'm bored and every minute that goes by becomes a strain.
I actually have to wait Seven hours just to attend a one and a half hour class.
There goes my whole morning.

Will be working really hard for my driving so I can drive soon.
Waiting for hours can really kill, you know?
I'm in a foreign place with foreign people. (not people from other country )
And I am alone with no one to talk to.
Its a sad life really.

And now I'm rambling nonsensical stuff because I'm finding excuses to type away.
Its makes me look like as though I'm typing a report.
Professional you know. :)

Anyways, I'll just wait for Suhaila to show up so I can have lunch with her and not be lonely anymore.

Till then.

Would anyone recommend me a nice movie to watch on youtube?

Sunday, April 25, 2010

F*ck my life

I'm angry. No, wait. I'm absolutely livid right now.
I know Sunway is effing far and I have troubles trying to fit transport into my time.
But you cannot fucking blame me for all the irregular schedules.
Its not like I want it that way.
Its not like I purposely am trying to bring more troubles to you.
You're not the one to have to wait in college for a fucking seven hours just to attend a one and a half hour class.
Its me.
So fucking keep your mouth shut.

Thank you.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions











Hello Hello
Finally got my schedule after a nerve wrecking long wait.
It felt like waiting for SPM results, just to know what group I'm being place in.

Had a crazy day with Suhaila and Claire. :)
Walked round the whole campus like a bunch of crazy high school leavers.
I could actually take a whiff of my future.
And I am happy.
I really do feel like I belong in where I am now.

Anyway, schedules are all different each week.
Am gonna have a big problem with transport soon.
At least I have day offs. :D

Attended the same survival talk again like the one in Hartamas.
I actually went to smell the pepper spray this time.
My nose hurt like shit and my eyes watered like mad.
Eesh. It still stings. I was coughing all the way out. HAHA

So thats about it. My class starts on monday.
See ya toots.