Hello sunshine!

Its just me, a whole new year, and my much beloved friends.
:)

You guys are insanely awesome.

Another new path for you to walk, and I will make the detour. So here we bid goodbye

Had a new year bbq at Karen's place on New Year's Eve.
Was a hell of a long day I can assure you that.
There was the long fight and the crying that happened the whole morning.
And the anger that rages among us was harsh and unforgiving.

But in the end, mum decided that I should go out and spend time with friends.
And so... I did.

It was a great evening, and most of the people who went to penang were there.
We barbecued, and talked and laughed.
A dog called maru shitted all over Karen's house. We were laughing like mad.
Then there's out maid, Maria. Hahaa.
Two maids actually. You know who you are. :)

Wanted to go to curve but decided against it because it was too crowded.
It was truly an interesting evening I assure you.
But then again, I am gonna miss you guys so so much.

Will post pictures up soon. *I'm feel like as if I'm blogging for myself*

See ya soon peeps.

How can a much mangled heart still beat slower and faster at the same time?

Am watching "orphan" while doing my nails.
Its all jittery now.
Scary....

You walked back into my life, the way you walked out, abruptly.

Thank you people for giving me a wonderful evening. So much for the last day of my 17th year. I am 18 now, which practically spells freedom for me. :) Happy new year people! Have a great one as always.

This time I will not let anything else get in my way of what I want. :)

I'm scared. and I am awfully frightened.

I thought life had moved on when the day had ended three weeks ago.
I thought finally I could actually breath again.
I thought this bleak weather in my life would take a turn.
But you still find your way back.

I don't know how much despair I could still take.
This life of mine is so screwed I can't find a way to walk around it without hitting something else.
It's so exhausting trying to keep up with this charade when madness still rages on.
I've moved on and released my grip onto my past.
But why does it still come back to haunt me?

Embrace this new light that was darkness

Watched Cirque Du Freak;the vampire's assistant yeaterday with the usual people.
Was an awesome show. Really.
Though the main character kind of bugged me a little with his nasal voice.
The perfect action/comedy. Will not work as a film critic...
I love purple smoke and purple contacts!!!



Brace yourselves people for a whole new life.

Went to Taylor's Hartamas campus today to register.
Honestly, the nerves weren't doing any good to me.
Anyway, had talk sessions with the counsellor about my future and yada yada yada.
And finally, I'm in. Hahaa. I almost had a really big laugh about it.

Dropped by 1u for a little leisure walk.
I am friggin scared next year. Anyone save me?

I am a taylor's student now. I wonder how good that really sounds. :)


"Each pathway is a different door taken that leads to a whole new different world"

I stepped upon two boats, and now I don't know how to get off or get into the other one, without falling in. Where do I really belong?