Intoxicated by the time that justs keep moving along

Hello.
That was the only appropriate way to greet people in a blog. Haha. Where has the word variety gone? After long long argument, mum finally allowed me to go to Yam's house. Studied awhile then we were bashing each other up with pillows. Lols.

I've been studying my head off, seriously. I just wanna scream.

World, hello

Hello world..again for today.

I'm proud to say I've bought two sejarah workbooks and one bio workbook. Work work work. All for the sake of finals. Haih.. Yes, I currently don't have a life but am still working on it. =]

So while I'm being confined in my bedroom, drowning on workbooks, what is happening outside?

For the past two measly hours, what happened to the rest of the world. Well, I'm not about to find out thats for sure. Why? I've now got add maths to do.

Life can be so full of surprises. And uncanny too. Am I up for them? No, I'm done with surprises. They just always seem to oppose me. They never agree with me. Hope they'll just turn around soon.

As time goes on unknowingly, so must we...

Went tuition today, it was the usual-usual. Doing chinese work and all. Mel and I were fighting over ironman and batman and Edward Cullen. hahaa. Didn't find ironman very good-looking. But he is very old after all. Sorry, Mel. I think Christian Bale - Bruce Wayne is still the best. But he can't compare to Edward Cullen. =]

Its the hols people, and I'm on hold for three weeks. Absolutely no going out except when it comes to buying workbook, which I am later. Finals is coming. Three more weeks.... Study study..okayy okayy after I'm done blogging kayys.

Lucky lucky you I have no emo things to write today. Just feel like doing add maths and more add maths. No, don't back away, I'm still Gwen and definately sane. I've learned a new word from Mel today..hahaa. Wanna know what it is?? Static obsolete. Take a guess what it means.

Cause its us against the world,

Whats in us? A me and...

Had the rings of time just faded away, or it was just meant to be. Not here, siding me..

The world was in a silent turmoil, the earth struggling to surface as each rock just gets in the way. The creeping dust in the air floats about to finally settle on the ground. The chaos and the illusions were fighting within themselves instead of being drowned together in it. Darkness lifts up his hands, taking in all that he could take. He feeds on the lost hopes and unfulfilled dreams, then pick at it until we are drained of everything that was bright and good. How much more longer until we too, finally lay upon the dirt and be masked by sand and earth. And our memories will just shatter into a million tiny fragments... When they are being pieced together, they just fall apart all over again. Effortless... Was time just messing up with my mind, trying in vain for me to finally succumb to the dark and just remain there. Was fate trying to tell me over and over again that I have lost, stripped of all dreams and hopes. I want to fight but was all the work worth it still?? The pain inflicted was too harsh, but I still went on, thinking I had hope still, even when I know its all over. The struggle for water seeps through rocks, slowly trickling out of the soil into the sunlight. The beautiful sunlight that shines its rays upon us, and then within that fraction of time, everything disappears and all was dark again. Was the effort worth it, for just that short mere second of light. Maybe it was, and maybe I'd just rather not see the light and stop me from fighting for what I could never have. Maybe, and just maybe life would turn out right one day. And I would find my own place, where I'd belong. Just a place with endless sunlight and breeze whispering. And tall large trees swaying with the wind in a soft slow melody. I will just have to hold on and wait....

just gone forever

What was it meant to be?

Thes clouds that hides another smile

The rain that poured will never just dry

How much longer

Would it take to see the sun's eyes

These words that hides in between

Little secrets prying within

When is the day

That I could laugh with you again

So I see

these woven dreams of mine

Willing it to bo brought into reality

Signs said that it was meant to be

So much more

Words that were still undone

Like black notes upon copoured memories

Prying away from hidden trees

In your eyes of unspoken depths

Awaiting for hope once again

Could it just be

Little time between you and me

Birds that flew by with wonder

Above the red glimmering sun

Where was the time

I held your hand within mine

So I see

These woven dreams of mine

Willing it to be brought into reality

Signs that said it was meant to be

So much more

Words that were still undone

Like black notes upon coloured memories

Prying away from hidden trees

When I thought life would get better

The pain wihtout you still lingered

How much more could I still take

For you were the one that lifted my soul up

Just hold me

And tell me

Things will be alright

Eventhough you know they will never be

So I see

These woven dreams of mine

Willing it to be brought into reality

Signs that said they were meant to be

So much more

Words that were still undone

Like black notes upon coloured memories

Prying away from hidden trees

define interesting

hello peeps.
Many many interesting things did happen at school today. well not ALL that interesting but still I think they could pass as interesting.
First, Nor Azah came in with a thunder cloud above her head and you can say on her face as well.
People are not doing their project. (but I did)
So one by one we're being sent to bilik AV to do project but I just followed for the fun of it. =]
Stayed there the whole time till recess. Was watching Raya and Kekwa gang making fun of Popiah. haha. I don't even know how to spell her name. Nyways, she was like screaming her head off when nobody said anything and when somebody tried to say something. Hahaa. Poor women, I wonder which part of the world ever suited people like her.

Recess, ran off to library with Juat to do some studying. Can you believe Gwen is spending her recess time at the library. Read for bout 15 minutes, when back down to class and went up to AV room again. Copied some work from the form fives on kerja amal, studied sejarah, slept a little...... yada yada.

Last bell rang, Time for Add maths.."yay".... People were like taking fire wood and rubbing them on the wall at MY CORNER.. Has people started turning their backs on technology already? So soon?? can I keep the air-con?? They were trying to make fire out of wood. I think they nearly succeeded.. there was smoke coming out of the wood. Smoke..I couldn't believe it too. wow. Bellrings, people standing round teratai...saying someone locked both their doors. hahaa. seriously. Pn sow was there. En Ravi S...l...o...w...l...y... made his way to our classroom, give a little life chatting again and then, off we go.
Pretty interesting isn't it. HAH. If I were dreaming. =]

Theres only one month to finals, people. Don't die out on me.

Which part exactly was it again?

How long more ought I to move
Towards the bright light that soothe
It calms my inner soul and sings
In soft tunes the wind he brings

The past is called upon again
Not where our sins were slain
But in the light of the brightest star
That lays across with none too far

Meadows were laid with red frills
Taste the life of which that trills
It'll come some day our time to spare
And up all night without hesitant care

I'll see you soon not knowing when
Like when the moon turns blue in hand
Fate is just another dowdy friend
But underestimate it not for it brings the end

It isn't the best but its what I could come up with so far. Lost all my inspirations lately. Its like standing by a cliff and tasting the wind, but then you tilt a little to taste a little more and you fall. Dont' know whether this is related to what I'm saying but no matter. =]

Went Ikano today after I felt much better.... Spend loads on new stationary. Decide to go green like Alethea. Had lunch/breakfast at ikea. Miss the meatballs they have there. hahaa. I could practically remininsce over such small details. Gonna repay that 16 hours used up yesterday for sleeping. 16 hours!! I know. Ai NI told me that a cat sleeps for 16 hours a day. hahaa. Wonder which part went wrong. =] At least I felt better today. Could actually walk on my two feet. Panadol ActiFast seriously works, but I'm not recommending you to try it. I choked twice trying to swallow it. Poor throat.

End of my weekend!!!