Heyy, its all over for me

My super super cool medal..

Sports Day has finally come and passed. Oh, its too quick....time passed too quick. First there I was practicing my butt for competition and now its all over. All there is left is next year...

I'm really gonna miss cheer. Oh ya, Did YOU KNOW??? Yellow house got 1ST.. helllllo can you believe it. Its the first time. Thanks to all those yellow house cheerleaders out there and aisya and yasmin for choreographing and juliet for that super basket toss and for everyone who worked hard to make it perfect. hahaa I just can't stop smiling thinking bout it. When I went up to get my prize Puan Zubaidah was like giving me the medal and I had to bow really really low. Then I forgot to shake hands and Ashley was like shake hands shake hands and giving me that sarcastic look.. LOL. Puan Zubaidah's hands was like suspended in mid-air.

The sad thing was green house got last. I don't know how and I don't know why.. We were like numb cuz we don't know should we be rejoicing or not. sheeetzzz those teachers.

RED HOUSE UMBRELLA...LOLS

But overall I had a good fun. Wanted to cheer for tarik tali but we me juat lee and dong didn't want to burn under the sun so we ended up taking red house umbrella with the shiny stuff and 5 words all over it..hahaa. When we got there everyone was like heyy thats ours and were fighting for it..hahaa lol. It was soo funny. Dong went running to find it.

Had awesome pictures of everyone. Well not practically everyone. I really want to see the video of us again. I loved it. Especially Juliet's pike basket toss. YAY!!!!!!

Nazar in a funny flying turtle like outfit for green house. He was out mascot... He was flapping his "wings" everytime we cheered. FUNNINYADidn't get to take a picture of Hong Onn. Her sepanduk outfit was really really nice. Like some fairytale princess or the sort. Her sandals were like few inches high. How in the world did she walk.
Joo Yi, me and Yam's eyes

Us and red house= Charis and Nabilah

Me and Charis...really like the light effect thingi

I'm sorry

I'm sorry and I feel so sorry and I don't know anything but I feel guilty and I'm so sorry.

I've been there for you

Went to The Curve to watch the Charm Cheerleading Chanpionships last Sunday.. It was packed like shit...Didn't get to see anyone except Zoe and Kar Mun. LOLS Went there with Peir Ee since no one could go with me... Had my haircut and ate at KimGary.. It was expensive shittzz. Never again am i going there without my mum...lols. Went round everywhere watch a little of cheer then walk then go back then walk again.. We passed by the flea market dont know how many countless times..Then in the end we sat at Starbucks and talked like that for one and a half hour...hahaa. Saw Weng Keong and Wei Sheng too....Don't really know them though. We're walking alone.... And it started raining so me and Peir Ee walked under the rain to our car and home. The end. Not much of a story, well who asked you not to go ...hahaa

Btw, I made six poms-poms in two days... SIX!!!! Well okayy my maid did help me.. =)

Anger swallowed her up and showed her things she never was suppose to see

I'm tired and sore and tired and sore....from???? practice and making poms-poms and practice and dancing and fighting and....urgh!!!! Why does these people have to make cheerleading so freaking unpleasent..damn it!!! People are so freaking irresposible..I have ended up doing all their freaking dirty work!!! FUCK IT kayy...I dun care hell anymore. I been in this sport much much longer than you and you dare to say that I'm not doing it right. What about you?? So if you forget its fine, if your friend forget its fine..WHAT IS THIS. You being what ..Oh UNFAIR. heard this word before...huh??? I bet you do. And because of all this you are DAMN hurting everybody...everyone is tired kayy. we are not some like working machine or something. You don't have to keep rolling your eyes..I get your damn point...JEEZZ DAMN IT. I am so fucked up right now and I juz have so many things to say right now these words are juz pouring out. JUZ LIKE THAT.. And I really hope you see this so you will get fucked up too and know how I feel. I'm tired and I have nothing more to say.

Shadows swallowes her whole

So tired and sore from practices... got lots of pom-poms to make...Can't delay anymore, raptai is on Wednesday..AHHHAHHHHAH.. Tomorrow is Charm Cheerleading Championships..anyone going with me??? Anyone at all??

Devouring time

Time has long past and I'm back on..lols
Whitney is busy with her big sweet sixteen burfday bash and so is kar yee. Oh and I got back my add maths paper and well.....I sucked in it. O ammm geee, I got like one digit only..Can you believe that?? hahaa. Sports day is coming up and I have like loads of things to do. And now knowing that my blog is on private..( haha I didn't know that before) I've got loads of things to write. And I mean really banyak banyak things....

Yellow house pom-pom..well lets just say that the outfit is damn freaking expensive and not to say ugly too!!! Omg what the hell is wrong with this people and I am sooo mad right here because I am payiing a hundred bucks for something that I will never in my life ever wear again!!! And all this is thanks to who?? oh well I bet that person should know. All she does is just say pay me RM 130..for what?? clothes.. no size no options or even try asking what do others think and she just goes off and buy it without even asking my opinion. I don't even think that she tried wearing it. Tights from zara for about Rm 80. Money drop from the sky???? fro you maybe but not from me k. And that bloody woman, just so you know that you are sooo preety doesn't mean that you have to put yourself infront all the time and I meant alllllllll the time. You think you are the flyer and you get all th fame and everything but you know what...thinking of you standing up there is the pits!!! stepping on me with your damn heavy body...lucky I will never have to do it again....what is your damn problem??? Give other people a damn chance k!!! jeez damn it. I am so angered by all these stuff and yet so worried by it too. Then what, I am also like some messenger, no credit for texting other people to tell them got practice but got enough for your boyfriend... What is this. And I have to waste my bloody credit to tell everyone got practice then later you tell me that practice is cancelled. Are you even human at all??? Telling me to do all this when this is suppose to be your job as captain. Then what, I have to help all of YOU to make your pom-pom because??? you all don't know how to do?? teach la damn it. dun know how...I'll teach you!! Go home and start crying to your friends and start bitching bout me cuz thats all you ever do besides chasing for fame and boyfriends. I have to do all your dirty work and you never gave me a single credit. Thank God I am still human and i can still take all your work and do it with a fake smile on my face, laughing with you all, thinking everything is right with this world. You have no privileges for nothing at all cuz you are just a minor..I tell you. A minor and please, I am not something you can push to just because you don't want to do it.

Urgh.....the anger

I pierced my ears yesterday...why?? I know my mum doesn't let me but I still do it. This is the first time I did against her will. I always thought that I will accomplish something great and feel great but all I felt was the pain and worry that she may have found put that I did it. I did something that did not make me feel better or more powerful of the sort but guilty. but anyhow, whats done is done. And pray that she never finds out.

Sonnets of my memoirs

When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,I all alone beweep my outcast stateAnd trouble deaf heaven with my bootless criesAnd look upon myself and curse my fate,Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd,Desiring this man's art and that man's scope,With what I most enjoy contented least;Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,Haply I think on thee, and then my state,Like to the lark at break of day arisingFrom sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;For thy sweet love remember'd such wealth bringsThat then I scorn to change my state with kings.