Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Seemingly standing still
And to rub it in, next week is exams and I am sooo dead.
My ankle hurts more nowadays, shheetzz....ow. Yasmin and Aisyah are realli working hard on the cheer moves, wish you all good luck and thanks.
So pressured by exams and all....haih
Save me
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Fading into you
randomly pushing around heehee =)
My poor poor ankle still hurt though....still really swollen and as much as I would just like to keep my damn mouth shut, I cringe every single time my feet is placed on the ground. Everytime i jump or even put weight on it, the pain shot up is unbearable. I still won't admit I'm whiney because it hurts damn alot. Maybe my ankle is the one causing my emoness. Ow.
Yesterday after chemistry tuition, went with mum to her dinner with friends. And you know what, naughty me drank her glass of wine and every single drop in it. Felt a little hot, and my brain is throbbing. lol in a way to put it.
Please understand how I feel, I'm not easily understood.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Don't ever believe in anything I see and felt or even dream about anymore
Chinese new Year in Penang was great eventhough I didn't actually went out anywhere.
My cousin , Lydia and her family booked a hotel overlooking Gurney Drive.....(beach) I went there for one of the nights to stay over so we could enjoy the gym and jacuzzi first thing in the morning. oh ya and the really really humongous swimming pool....woohoo!!!!!
I juz absolutely love the gym especially the equipment that has the word nice abs written all over it......It helps you with your abs....ya juz your abs...Gotta have one when i grow up..h
went for a little shopping at Gurney Plaza. It wsn't much fun anyways, most of the good shops are closed...sob sob..not that I have money to even look at anything
I forgot to say....I sprained my ankle on the way to Penang...it was swelling like a big tennis ball.
On the first two days I couldn.t walk at all. There goes my chinese new year. I had to see a chinese physician on the second day of chinese new year. He told me that four parts of both my legs, the bone or something inside my leg ran. he had to relocate all four parts of my leg. It hurt like crazy. he was damn good. he just had to look at my leg and he know which part hurt. I really had to thank him if not I won't able to walk when I'm older. My feet still hurt right now. still swelling has gone down a little. So people try not to step near my left leg thank you. I would like to show you a picture but its too disgusting to look at. Its like this big tennis ball went into my skin. GOSH!!!!!
Oh ya I got to ride a motorcycle to see the physician. I was a little scared at first but it was really fun. I want to ride a motorcycle...SO COOL!!!!!
I still never forgot bout you
To jenn, I'm really really sorry. I know what you've gone through to get the team back in action. I feel so bad now but really I can't join. We should have a party to commemorate you or something like a monument. haha lol. a statue of jenn. Anyways, I want to thank you sooo much for what you have put in for the team to keep it alive. Thanks Jenn!!!
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Let me lay down on you and hear your heart beating knowing you are there
Went back early to yinks house after the race....was damn tired. Washed my hair in the basin...it was a funny scene then went back to school for cheer. Things could not get any worse in cheerleading...I see the team spirit going away...taking step by step further away from us..
Where has the joy and fun gone???
Where is the passion in each of us, the togetherness that is suppose to bond us together closer.
I feel damn disappointed beacause I am no longer one of them..All i could do was reminiscence the time I got to get out there on the blue mat and perform and hear everyone scream and cheer us. it was an awesome feeling. now, i could only sit by the stand and watch down below as those cheerleaders perform their hearts out. Enjoying every moment, taking in all the screaming and spirit there is in the hall.
I was dead tired yesterday. had music lessons then chinese.
Sorry to say it but I don't really like going to miss beh's house anymore..Seeing a particular girl makes me wanna scream my head off in front of her. *slappp* Thats what i want to do to her.
not doing anything this chinese new year so for anybody who wants to hang out with me please do say so. The distance is getting bigger and bigger already..can it still be closed.
Tomorrow all cheerleaders are to go to the coach's gym and i can't go. i'm done with everything.
Read finish "Twilight"..... One of the hot novels going round. It can be sooo addictive. Don't everyone wishes that happen but of course....thats silly isnt it.
I opened my heart for you and i will never openmy eyes
I never want this dream to end eventhough i know its not true......
Books can be soooo seductive =)
Thursday, January 31, 2008
I see you even when i close my eyes and lay my head down, I dream of you
I have no freaking idea...how is everyone going to seee haiyo....
Yinky kept wanting to walk around and Whitney wanted to stay and I don't know what I want to do anymore...I have just been following round and feeling sorry for myself but can't leave these two alone...
I was called to see the diciplinary teacher today...why???
Because some idiot didn't see me for two seconds and wrote my name ponteng sekolah for 3 periods!!!!! Helllo blind ahh...I was sitting beside him the whole time....OMG I wanted to freak out when Encik Siva called my name...I'm a good girl...really...I hate him now...forever and ever
I hate him for sending me into problems that didn't involve me at first!!! Hate you forever
Some fight went on today because an orange fell into steph's eyes....It hurt ya...
Everyone were like fighting or more of a pushing and arguing with the malays..hate them
Trying not to be racist but they are uncivilized monkeys...those fom twos in my school..
Some can be soooo sweeet but these certain amount of people are just wrong wrong wrong.
I can get a lil green eyed but its no big deal right?? If anything falls on me I'll just say to myself...walk away and wash it off...and nothing else happens...haih..
Its such an emo day...Everyone was being emo...I was for a while back there....ya
Made smeone hated me because I ate something that belonged to them...Buy back for you larr damn it...no need to get sooo huffy bout it...sheesh...
I don't know whether you are of importance to me anymore...
I saw your back and I smiled and said secretly to myself..you're mine
Saturday, January 26, 2008
only you can make my destiny
I guess things bout my school's pengetua is calming down now....
Chinese new year is about to come so is valentines day...
Lol the scout's chocolate cookies advertisement thingi has something written down there..
For non-muslims only...haha
Coaching can be a very hard thing I just realise that...Yellow house pom-pom i have faith in you!!
Oh ya I gotta thank Yinky that she was nice enough to try out pom pom...
THANK YOU Yinky chanieeeeeee...=)
So ya...and i lost my wallet and my really nice watch...at school and its all my damn fault....
I don't want to tell the details cuz..it was too painful to bear......
And ya if anybody sees this please please don't tell my mum...
I just got my wallet back yesterday.....but still looking for my watch...marcus got it back from the guys toilet...ewwwww....Typical ppl.....OHHhAMMGEEEE
Still feeling sooo depressed about it.. though...couldn't sleep well thinking of the incident all over again...i still must thank all those people who helped me by trying to make me feel better......
Thanks guys =)
haih....last wednesday was thaipusam and we got the day off... Yvonne came with us to the ss2 morning market...lol then to ikano..it was a real tiring day though...nothing much to say about...
Dad came back from bankok just yesterday night after my chemistry tuition...
And tonight after my chinese tuition...may be going to ampang with Yinky to watch a play at the ISKL..yay can't wait...something to look forward to...
I may not be able to see you but I will cherish every moment I ever lay my eyes on you...You are my everything
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
When you're gone pieces of my hearts is missing you
I give you my everything for your heart...
I'm so tired nowadays...tuitions , homework and bloody add maths...URGH!!!!!!!
Mum wouldn't let me join Blitzerz after all Jenn did for us....for this team....
Yellow house pom-pom form fours is left me and Lai yee...how more lonely can we get???
I'm so sick and tired of everything...
Oh ya...Pin Hui got contacts...Yerrrrr not fair...mummy I want to...
Naaa I can't afford it anyways...tooodledley doo
Lim wenyi, you saw through my brain...this is what happens when on person sticks with another for too loooong....haih....
Music is the door way to peace.....
By the way, saw this really adorable car on the way back from tuition and guess what its called....
NISSAN CUTE
Lol...Lmao
click this link...i mean seriously...
1)http://blog.limkitsiang.com/2008/01/16/bu4-damansara-another-case-of-little-napoleon-and-school-principal-insensitivity/
2)http://blog.limkitsiang.com/2008/01/16/hishammuddin-set-worst-example-for-sensitivities-in-plural-malaysia/
3)http://blog.limkitsiang.com/2008/01/17/more-about-smk-bud4-3/